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The Brand New ME

2011-05-03T06:12:00.000-07:00

Hello, I'm back to blog
thanks to my "Beloved Friends" that always hate & comment about me.

Listen ! Ya, I'm talking to you chick.
At first, I though you kind since your look was so lovely.
Guess what ?
You look like a "Choc Fondue" so soft and yummy.
BUT the inner part of you is yuck, it's bitter and cold.
You are so cold from your deeper heart.
I HATE YOU ! ! !
Please stop talking nonsense that not make sense.
You though you look cool with the music?
You though I can't survive without you?
You though you are the only one who get hurt?
You though your attitude can accepted by peoples?
Well, drama Q !
" I swear I think talk bad about you"
Will you think I'm believe in you - Dumb ass ?
Please get out from me
That's my privacy !
Whatever you did is up to you
I don't give a fuck on it. - That's ME !

WHO YOU HATE - WHO YOU L.O.V.E

2010-09-29T04:38:00.000-07:00

Before started my "LOVELY" assignment ..
which I love it so much ! *FML*
so that's why I'm here .

Many things happen to me ..
CAN influence my life ..
CAN make me down ..
CAN feel annoying ..
but of cause ..
I feel the HAPPINESS !

watch the movie " Persuit Of Happyness"
ya~ you are right ! the spelling is wrong .
but It's show the Happiness .
Love this movie ..
because I learn What's called Happiness !

" No matter how the person talk about you .. - JUST BE YOURSELF"
this for me ! to make me feel happy !

Get my first result @ College few days ago !
Thanks God
I love my result , it's really surprise me !
From now on , I will do well to achieve my GOALS
*opps.. think about the advertising strategy.. stop it !*
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Somehow , feel like outsider with my lovely friends ..
because of different class ..
but anyway~ YOU ALL still in my heart !

*Don't think about we are talking about you ! because that's nothing we can said about you*
*Don't be so sensitive*

it's nothing you did

2010-09-15T01:12:00.000-07:00

TO - YOU !

hi ~ my " truly "
I don't know this is right or wrong .
but I don't give a damn on it .
ask yourself what you doing recently ?
ask yourself .. did you break the promise ?
ask yourself .. why this will happen ?
why will end up like SHIT ?
ask ask ask !!

I hope everything gone wrong .
because You are One of me !
but .. ~ after I heard the TRUTH .
it was bullshit ! ! !
all you so is act like fool .

"Go away !! go away ~ away from my sight ! "

anyway ~
Time will let us know the truth !

From : Your "truly"

JEREMY SCOTT

2010-09-11T19:51:00.001-07:00

2NE1 WITH JEREMY SCOTT *TOP DESIGNER*

*DARA..BOM..JEREMY..CL*
PLEASE NOTICE @ CL -SHE IS WEARING THE SAME DESIGN AS LONGCHAMP
*FREAKING HOTTTT ! *

JEREMY SCOTT

Adidas JS Rainbow Wings by Jeremy Scott x ADIDAS
*MY DREAM SHOE EVER*
HOPE TO GET IT !

JEREMY SCOTT DESIGNED FOR LONGCHAMP

THIS IS MY LOVE
that's why I show it out !
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FEEL LIKE TRYING SOMETHING "NEW" FOR MYSELF
WHICH IS .. ! THE FUNKY CHIC LOOK
LOVE JEREMY SCOTT !!
HE IS AMAZING ~
LOVE HIS DESIGN ! LOVE HIS LOOK !
may I try this out ?

*sorry alexander mcqueen I'm out from you ! Please forgive me ! You are still in my Heart*

I can't forget the heel you design as well
it make me shock ! !
I will spent my whole life to buy the hell if I'm short

WHERE I CAN BUY ANYTHING THAT DESIGN FROM JEREMY SCOTT ! ?

LOVE 2NE1 OUTFIT !~
It's match well ~

$$$$$$$$
I NEED MONEY & WISH !
CAN I HAVE THIS FOR MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT ??

*WAKE UP HONEY ~ IT'S WONT HAPPEN IN YOUR LIFE*

PLACE ON TRUST IN SOMEONE IS MY MISTAKE

2010-09-10T07:48:00.000-07:00

REAL OR FAKE ?
I WANT YOU SPEAK IT UP IN FRONT OF ME !!
I HOPE EVERYTHING IS JUST A MISTAKE !

If you place your trust in me, everything will work out all right.

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It's not my problem ..
is YOU !

YOU DINT KEEP THE PROMISE !

CRAZY BUNCH

2010-09-10T07:39:00.001-07:00

LOVE THIS

outfit *overall*
- romp? / topshop / cotton on / sg.wang

with holiday :)

THE CRAZY BUNCH !

RAYA BREAK @ GENTING
NO TEAM PARK ..! !
I'm sure it sound boring ~
but actually it's more FUN to stay @ the apartment / hotel
with the CRAZY BUNCH FRIENDS !
gambling
chatting
cooking
laughing
sleeping
etc
everything we done it together ..
weeeeeeeeeee :)

next outing please !
you guys make me happy & crazy !

what im doing now ??
- lookbook
-VOGUE US
- online shopping *vintage*
- twitter ..
- dreaming

2010-09-03T05:17:00.000-07:00

Nothing I can talk more about you ..
because it's the fact..
I guess is right ..

and I'm not trust you from what you BETRAYED ME !
my heart is bleeding but not for you .
is for me ! because im "that" innocent ~
I try to away from this situation
I try to lie myself YOU ARE NOT !
but .. .. what I heard today ~ is totally break my heart !

I must be strong and tough enough
because you are nothing to me now . .

can THIS stop it in my life ?
piss off ! ! ! !
why the thing keep on going - non stop ~
i need air to breath ~
i need LOVE - which is from you ~
i need CARE too .
I HAVE NOTHING NOW !

I need girls talk .. !
I'm suffer on my way

HAPPY DAY

2010-08-27T06:48:00.000-07:00

UNIQLO FROM TOKYO - JAPAN
I LOVE THIS COMPANY
because of their brand strategy
I Need to learn from them
they are great :)

with Intan - my lovely @ pavilion
good to see her again

the next day
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me & holiday :)

with joey

you know i'm lazy blogger ..
this is what i usually do ~

LOCATION : HOLIDAY HOUSE --> SUNWAY --> KEPONG *steamboat*

done !
:)

comment :
- such a nice day .. i love with my college classmate ..
they are crazy & funny
i love you ! !

YOU ARE MY LAST GIFT FROM BFF LIST

2010-08-21T07:47:00.000-07:00

My feeling is hurt and regret .
because I did wrong on you .
I'm lost you .. that's my mistake .
I hope it can back to the moment when I with you
the way we talked ..
the way we laugh together ..
the moment we hang out ..
the moment we are together

I'm not a good friend that you know .
because I'm mad easily
I'm sensitive . . .
I trust others more than you ..
I don't hear what you explain to me ..
I'm jealous because SHE treat you good more than me

but now i realise ..
FRIENDSHIP IS CAN'T COMPARE WITH OTHERS
YOU MUST TRUST
YOU MUST LOVE
YOU MUST CARE
YOU MUST ACCEPT

BUT on that time .. i dint do that ..
so I don't mind you away from me .
because I made the situation become like this
I'm glad you choose someone better than me
because I'm not the best for you ..

anyway , thanks you ..
thanks you , YOU are the first person who make me feel better
when someone BETRAYED me .
thanks you , to be my friends since the day I know you
although it was bad memories for each others ..
but I remember always ..
I can learn from this lesson -- the story that only 3 of us .

maybe is too late ..
but I want to told you ..
SORRY & I LOVE YOU
MY "BFF" !

WISH YOU CAN LIFE WELL ..
FIND A PERSON THAT IS BETTER THAN ME

2010-08-19T08:41:00.000-07:00

everything is end .....
just like the first semester that's is over
and of cause the exam as well .
seriously , I dint do well for the exam .
but I'm sure anyone said im "liar" since I have right many in the paper
but guess what ?
im glad I can bull shit well :)

right now , I just hope everything END from now ..
those misunderstanding..angry .. and more ..
let the happiness SET as our memories
the sadness as our lesson
Let's start all over again ..
NO ONE IS PERFECT ..
IM THE "NO ONE"
i know who i am ..
i'm know well ~
I think not everyone can accept my personality .
but please .. try to accept !
that's me ! can't change .. you cant change anyone !

so either this is to improve our self or anything .
I'm just going to said .. - I don't want lost all of you !
I love you all !

can't wait for the next outing .. and of cause !
the next semester !!!!
cheer for it !
cheer for luck !

RIGHT OR WRONG

2010-08-13T08:13:00.000-07:00

I'm doing RIGHT or WRONG ?

The post of today is all about SAD AND WORRY
why I said that ?
FIRST - I dint do well in my English exam
it was suck in my life ~
the first time i never ever seat for the difficult English exam .
hopeless !!!
how come I'm so dumb .. !
fragment ..run on.. parallel .. etc etc
what is that ??
make me out of my mind after looking through all the questions
shit ! !

stress ! advertising principle !!

another stories :)

I don't know it was the right thing I do ever ..
or the mistake ... and wrong thing ever ?
what I can do ?
please .. anyone can guide me what to do?
I don't know is good to tell the Truth ..
or I just need to ignored about it ?
YES OR NO
I have no ideas on why I telling you this
maybe this is my feeling toward you
or it because I don't know have secret or dislike between 2 of us
is bad for our life ..
friendship
it really make me crazy on this !

so this is why I appreciate those who really care me !

2010-08-11T08:08:00.000-07:00

EXAM EXAM EXAM .. !
pressure .. stress

I do all my best for the exam today ..
hope to get at least pass in my exam !
if not .. my heart will break
still got 2 subject that I need to faced for the STRESS !
I wish I can just slightly pass for exam ..
I dint hit the target .. because I know is impossible !
but please .. GOD BLESS ME !
I know you love me !

P/S : TO MY LOVELY FRIENDS

thanks you because you always by my side ..
cheer me .. make me laugh always ..
I love the moment when I with you ..
you are great and important ..
I love you
It's true from my heart ! how about you?

tell me if you love me !
:)

Bad Influence

2010-07-30T05:30:00.000-07:00

Bad Influence ... I am ! ! !

listen to the rock music !
high pitch volume ! ! !
noisy and annoying !
I though it will make me feel better .. but I'M NOT !
having dessert which i usually don't ..
just to make me happy .. but I'M NOT too ..

my mood is totally down ..
feel like boxing someone to release my stress
feel like having "the bees" chit chat moment with my babes ..
Just want to share what I feel

"bad dream is hard to wake up"
Ya.. it's right ~

I'm having nightmare .. bad dream ..
the dream which make me feel sad .. hurt .. angry ! mad ! ! !
because of you .. ..

why can't you just follow my heart once ?
why can't you think about me ?
why don't you know what i'm thinking !
you piss me off ! ! !
I have no comment on you ..
I give up everything ! because I can't trust on you !

is you are the one who set up this..
so you have no right to talk about i'm not doing anythings~
is you din't give any chance to let me do well ..

I hate you ..
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why I hate you more than others ?

totally annoying me ! ! !
Please let me stay at a place without your voice ..your face ..your heart !

I love my friends .. but not YOU !

I can't hate you !

2010-07-24T05:17:00.000-07:00

My Feeling . . .

hi , my friend . . . !
Do you know how much I care you ?
But why you treat me .. .. that I never ever expect you are the one !
you suck my life ! you hurt me so bad ! you make me feel disappointed on you !
you make me can't believe in what you did .. !
CAN I JUST IGNORED WHAT YOU DID ? .. .. you are my heart breaker !

can you just talk in front of me when you unlike what I did..?
why you told others like you are right !
you are the one mad on someone ! but why you said that's me ? FML ! ! ! ]
*please don't speak out what I said if you dint get my permission ! because you don't think about the AFTER*
If anyone treat you this ~ what you feel ? angry ? mad ! don't you !

I dint mean at all .. just because what you split out to others , everyone thought I am ! !
please .. be true on yourself ! ! look at the mirror asking yourself .. ~ WHO ARE YOU !

ARE YOU SATISFIED ON WHAT YOU DID TO ME ! ?

I'm dumb ! I'm naive.. I'm innocent .. I'm stupid ! because I trust you as my friend ! ! !

how far you are .. how near you are ! is doesn't matter ! because you PISSED me off !

I'm rude !

2010-07-23T05:43:00.000-07:00

Why I'm so unluck today ?
I can't take the MTV world stage ticket which I purchase !
WHAT THE FUCK !
what you means " first come first serve?"
freaking pissed off on it !
No one tell me is first come first serve when I purchase the Ticket !
what the hell you want me to do ?
and F*** you !
*please collect the ticket before 28/7*
excuse me ~ what date for today ?
it before 28 /7 sure ~
PLEASE DON'T SELL TO US IF NOT ENOUGH STOCK !
fucking pissed off !
what the hell you responsible ?
I go here and there to collect my ticket .. ~
and what you treat customer?
the service is BAD !
everything is BAD !!!!!
can I SUE you ?
ya I do ! if you DON'T give my ticket to me !
please everyone bought this is for the ticket not the sim card ..~
what for we need it ?
freaking mad on you !
shame on you !
shame on the company !

what I need is ticket !
don't fucking ask me to called here & there . .
it wasting my time
i need point ~ not rubbish !

I have my right to SUE YOU !
Fu**er !

YOU ARE WRONG

2010-07-16T21:50:00.000-07:00

NEW UPDATED

I'm wrong ! I make a mistake which is I though I'm right !
you are not the one who I though is KIND .
selfish ! care about yourself ! lie on me ! - that's you !
You make me so piss off which I really can't stand
anyway ~ please ! think about others ! not only yourself !
No one can follow your heart ...!
Just you know what the hell you want !
Ya , you are the same feeling to !
But I want hold this back because I don't want lost what I have now .
Please understand me ! I don't want to act like I'm happy when together with you !
I'm tired ! ! !

who the hell are you ?
please appreciate what I did to you.
when you in trouble .. I always tried to help you .!
how about you ?
can you feel my heart ? I'm really unhappy what you did to me !
Please respect me !
respect me as your friend !
this is what I want !
FRIENDSHIP - I need most in my life .. !
so i don't want lost one of you .

I'M NOT HAPPY WHEN I laugh

A FOOL'S LIKE ME

2010-07-12T00:14:00.000-07:00

A FOOL'S LIKE ME ONLY

tears
when you leave me ..
when you don't talk with me ..
when I saw your status ..

you must know im sensitive
I though what is me ..~
Can you just tell me you are not the person I'm think ..
I don't want you be my disappointed ..
because I trust you always as FRIENDS ..
did you really care me ?

TELL ME ~
don't make me guess again ..
who are you ?

I'm the fool who really care you too much !
tell me i'm not wrong to do that ..
you know how much I care you ..
I don't want lost you !

but what you did ..
i really think that I'm wrong to do that ~

you get what I means ?
you must don't know ..
what It's really mean to me !

2010-07-07T18:34:00.000-07:00

Because of some reason .
I death my heart..
you are the one who make me disappointed ..
shame on you
you lie to me when I asking you ..

HURT

2010-07-02T18:34:00.000-07:00

I tried to ignored what you did ...
I tried to forget what you did ...
I tried to be more perfect for you ...
I tried to make you happy cause you are my friend ...
but what you did is just make my heart more scars that you never know ...

so who am I to you ?
are you really treat me as you BFF ?
what you thinking ..
tell me ! !
I don't want to guess anymore ..
it's piss me off ! ! !

MY DREAM IS JUST A DREAM !

2010-06-30T20:17:00.000-07:00

" I feel you are moody today ~ got anything happen to you? "
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as you know i always laugh .. smile in front you guys ..
but is it HAPPY mean to me ?
I have no idea
but somehow I have to act I'm happy with it ..
I have to act "never mind"
I have to act " is okay~"
but did I ?

I can tell you who I am ~
I'm hard outside .. but soft inside ..
I smile .. but actually I cried inside my heart ..
you wont know it ..
because you don't care it .

Sometimes, I feel stress because those assignment driving me crazy .
I can't breath ..
I can't do it ~
because I have no confident to do well .
As I always consult myself ~ I will take it as a challenge .

Your will think I'm dumb because until this moment
I'm still thinking is this the right subject that I study?
Is this the right choice I ever make ?
Or this is the fact that I never can changed ..
My dream is just a dream ! !
It wont success anymore .. since I'm here .
I just can faced the truth to think positive .

that's me ! !

2010-06-26T20:44:00.000-07:00

"empty"
this is what I feel right now ..
my blog is nothing to read & it's boring ..

2010-06-26T08:25:00.000-07:00

hey ~
welcome I'm here to share my lovely day
*26/06/2010*

meet up those Indonesia international student ..
they are friendly ~ love them so much ..
and something im surprise is they are younger than me
*feel old at the moment*

blackberry .. I-phone .. Bonia ..etc
this is the brand all they using
guess what ? they are richer than me :(
how sad i am ?
I should get a job from now .

IACT > PETALING STREET > ROYAL SELANGOR > BB
love today :)
love the international students :)
love IACT :)

2010-06-24T18:56:00.000-07:00

won't update my blog from now ... ...
except something NEW happen :)
forgive

your beloved

xoxo

2010-06-14T06:13:00.000-07:00

nothing to talk much ..
crazy .. ~ hyper.. ~
that's my life ..
that's me :)

2010-06-10T18:51:00.000-07:00

hello ... ~ i'm here to share my story with you .. ~
well .. ! as you know my blog is "death" for few week .. .. now finally active ! :)
this few days i really notice that ~ college life is FUN but of cause you will always faced to the dateline ..
ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT !!!!!!!!! it make me crazy ~

other than that ~
I need to share with you is what I faced to it this few days ..
I disappointed on someone who are really treat me so "kind" -- YOU !
you show all your evil to me ! actually is a good thing ~
I no need to think more about you.. care about you .. ~
because what I did no one appreciate .. appreciate how kind you are ? ~ you are wrong !
that's not KIND ... the pain you give me was so BAD !

" no one is GOOD in this world .. ~ believe on your family is better than a friends .."

2010-05-10T22:44:00.000-07:00

I'm back ... ! seriously lazy to update my blog ..~ because i'm busy for the assignment & presentation .
well ~ let's talked about what's going on this few days ..

Just back after one week from china ~ not bad , it's fun . Maybe because I fall in love in ROME .. I feel like china is not the placed suit me . I'm not talking bad about china ..~ this is just my feeling . But what I can learn from them is their unity & love . They are united no matter what happen . Why I said that ..? because of EXPO IN SHANGHAI .. as a malaysian I feel proud for them . ! The dancer or artist performance is totally dint received any money for the work . They are choose from during audition . They feel proud of their country .! So this is the point I need to learn from them .

Next , let's me talked about my school life .. "fun & happy" ! this is what I can describe my class !
but the feeling is weird ~ because not all my classmate is can communicate .. is hard to communicate with them . I hope i will change .. and we a bunch of good friends ~ something I'm SURPRISE is I have a classmate which just stayed opposite my house . before we having the same class .. we two are defitenely din't chat before . right now ? we are closed to each others . . hopefully can be a good friend in my heart :)

I passed !!!! .. ~ in rushing time !

last , i would like to said I hope I can enjoyed every moment in my school life .. no gossip !
because it's really appreciate ..

*will update some picture from shanghai .. if i'm free !
look for it .. :)

TIME DOES SAILS

2010-04-23T18:08:00.000-07:00

hello ~

Time does sails ~
study @ Iact for 2 weeks time ..
*actually is not ~ just 4 classes*
Nice one !
In this 2 weeks ..~ although I just knew few of it in my class ~
but seriously i appreciate all of you !
because you guys are kind / crazy ..~CUTE * is you * !!
besides that ~
a part of my class is not that friendly that I expect ..~
well ~ who care .. ?

In the first day of computer graphic ..~
I though it was interesting ! but i'm wrong ..~
assignment is what I'm facing right now..
mass communication presentation next week and so on ..~
crazy ! ! !
lucky I dint involved this ~ because I'm ready To FLY .. ~ :)

Brother just back from HK yesterday ~
and
Today I will have a trip with my uncle & my parents ~
I hope it was fun !
will post more photo and my Lovely day when I back ~

take care ~

H&M !! I want grab more thing from "YOU"

2010-04-22T00:02:00.000-07:00

LOVE THIS MOVIE

RATE : 10 / 10

MUST WATCH ! ! !

2010-04-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

REGRET IN MY MIND

feel regret all the thing I have ..
feel regret why I choosing this ..
feel regret why I will be there ..
FEEL REGRET ..

nothing can change right now ..
because Can't change it .. !
already half way here ..

please .. god bless me !
make me LOVE it !
make me feel happy I got it .. !

I don't know what to do ..

I need my confidence .. !
my mind ..
my decision
Back To Me ..

I can't do it ~

2010-04-19T01:39:00.001-07:00

OUR NEW FRIEND TODAY ~
JESSICA
*You can called her as Taylor Swift ~ because she can't live without her guitar*

I DESIGNED IT .. NOTHING TO DO ~ :)

Traffic jam .. ! HATE

Jeremy :)

16/04/2010 FRIDAY

AFTERNOON -- > CLASS FOR COMPUTER GRAPHIC
*hate it .. ! because we got assignment in the 1st day ! *
*where to download arcobat ?? omg !! SOS *

NIGHT --> LOOK OUT POINT *celebrate Jeremy birthday* :)

2010-04-15T07:36:00.001-07:00

TOKIO HOTEL
PLEASE !!! !!!
I LOVE YOU LIKE CRAZY !

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DON'T STOP ME !

FINALLY ... SORRY ~

2010-04-12T19:19:00.000-07:00

Finally I make my decision ~
I study at IACT college which is specialist in creative communication :)
guess what ~ my Ex.account tuition teacher (ms.lee) is graduate from there ..
The first choice I wish to study is mass communication ~ but now I study advertising & marketing communication .. weird ? whatsoever that's my choice ~ No regret with it !

12/04/2010
went to orientation ..and register it on that day ! I'm late .. but ~*i'm April babies*
Meet my friends there .. chit chat ~ since "long time no see" .. ~ all went back hometown after the workshop!
weeee :) Holiday will be here for 2 1/2 years ! Next .. let me tell you something really SUCK ! The timetable for the 1st semester ! every monday & tuesday -- > 9am -3pm ! ok fine ~ but more worse is on wed ! 9.30am-6pm ! goshhhhh .. Sure tired ~ and Friday 3-6pm ~ *for what ?? jsut 3 hour there ..?* .. everyday need to study ~ can anyone help me ? No transport .. what to do ? even those who stayed nearby me "she" don't give me a drive also ! since we are same class ... selfish B !

after the orientation .. went to 1U with kok onn & estee .. ! since kok onn drive me back ~ i need to follow ~ ..
A&W rootbear float ! ! sop sop .. yumyum ~
*drink the large one -- > although My glucose value is 6.3 (normal 5.7) * ... "VIVIEN stop drinking those SWEET drinks / food ... "- My mom warn me
Arrange the time table ~ since Estee having Diploma in Mass Communication ~ poor thing ! we not the same class .. *can't be crazy* blah blah blahhh .. ~
Home Sweet Home on 5pm .. traffic jam !! !! stuck in the federal highway almost 1 hour ..

Night ~ Estee picked me up to have a drink with kok onn & vinod !
CRAZYYYYYY ! - ESTEE ..~ SAVETY! -- KOK ONN .. ~
they 2 keep on argue because afraid to DIE!! me too ..~ keep on laughing non stop & scream here & there ..
defitenely all of us is CRAZY .. .. went to SS2 pasar malam .. ~ hot like mad ! ! ! ! Need oxygen tank .. ! :)

Maybe because I meet them at workshop last few weeks .. ~Mummy doesn't know who are they .. ~
keep on calling me back home ! ! ! spy me ~ good thing ..
another hand .. if I went out with JGY I think mummy wont do that to me .. ~
I wish I can meet up with them ~ .. ~
About the friday plan ~ so sorry ! I try to make it on time ~ but of cause the rapid driver must as fast as possible .. :) so I can make it on time ~

End here .. will post more often !

p/s : SORRY ..

2010-04-06T01:56:00.000-07:00

06042010

i will remember it

because Dad & Bro get accident in the same time but different location .
what a mess ..
unlucky

NEW FRIENDS

2010-04-04T01:52:00.000-07:00

Let me blog something interesting today .. !
well ~ I joined the workshop from IACT ..
seriously I learnt alot and know more about communication ..
and of cause I met many people here ..and now they be a part of my comrade..
sound great right ?
NEW FRIENDS .. NEW LIFE ~
they are friendly & crazy !
Love them so much .. ! :)
can't wait for the next outing with them ..

"FRIENDS always cheer you up .. ! and make you happy till the max"
I found it .. .. and appreciate it ..

it's up to you - how you think about me ..
it's up to you - how you said about me ..
I'm sure it will never END if I still care ..~
because it's useless .~
NO ONE APPRECIATE

at the end ..
you still don't know..

" never let you go ..? "

I think now is the good timing to let you GO ..

No regret ... ~

ANYTHING ? WHATEVER ?

2010-04-01T05:12:00.000-07:00

ANYTHING ? WHATEVER ?

Don't feel surprise ... it was a soft drink !

This is what I want to share with you guys .. !

why it named as ANYTHING ? WHATEVER ?

This brand is from SINGAPORE
“ANYTHING” & “WHATEVER” is a project by Nuvo Accessories Ltd.
totally think out of the box (creative)

well ~ the company make a survey about what human like to drink ?
one day .. he went to "mamak" stall ..
A : Hi .. what you want to drink sir ??
B: Just get me "Anything lahhh "
A : anything ??
B : "whatever lahhh "
that's crazy !! !!

true or false .. *whatever ~~~~ * :)

come to the same point ..~
human being like this .. they no choice or can't decide what they love to drink ..~~
so the new drink labeled as " ANYTHING ? WHATEVER? "
as you guys have a look in the picture .. ~
it with " ?"

so .. right now ! don't blame the waitress who give the drink "ANYTHING ? WHATEVER?"

next ..~
the second surprise is the flavored of the drink - there are six flavors for each label .

"ANYTHING"
-325 ML
- $ 3
-can recycle *save the earth*
-carbonated drink
- consist of fizzy version
( cola . cola lemon . root beer . apple . fizz up . cloudy lemon )

"WHATEVER"
-300 ML
-$ 3
-can recycle *save the earth*
-non carbonated drink
(ice lemon tea . peach tea . green tea . white grape tea . apple tea . chrysanthemum tea )
the surprise part is ... NO ONE KNOW WHICH FLAVORS THEY ARE GETTING UNTIL THEY TAKE A SIP !! !!

From now .. ~
Someone ask you "what you want to drink .. ~ ??"
Just say " ANYTHING ?? WHATEVER?? " ... !!! !!!

" ANY TASTE FOR ANY THIRST "

DOOMED

2010-03-28T20:32:00.000-07:00

Everyone is dreads the S-words ..."STRESS" . Few week ago I'm feel stressful & pressure because of my career
I don't know where to study .. which is better .. etc etc ~ Day and Night think about it ..I nearly want to give up and all decided by my parents ~ because of this ~ I argue with my brother.. he really a bad person in my heart.
he dint give any support ..love .. care for me! Disappointed on him !

You will think i'm geek . I think i am ! *hopeless* I can't decide anything ~ I don't know what I want ..~ all the counselor said the same thing to me " follow your heart and let your mind blank .. feel it ~ " .. sorry ~ i don't know what's going on my mind .. my heart & soul .. !

well .. ~ First I need to thanks my mom who give me so much of love and caring ! I really appreciate you are my mom .. and I'm proud to be your daughter .! Thanks for all the thing you gave me and the word you told me. I wont forget always ~Second of cause puiyee give me alot of advise & care about my career ..! you are so talented .. full of experience ! I hope your dream come true can study at HK . Last of cause those who fucking me up said I'm not suit in this course and ask me to give up don't waste the money to study ! Although I'm hurt and mad on you because you said in front of me .. Whatever ~ that's my decision ! and I will try my best to do well ..~

Let's talked about what's going on in my few week ago~
As usual *I'm sure you will do that* - looking for a college who really give me bright future ..
Taylor.. Sunway ..Segi ..Monash ..KDU .. Stamford .. Tar .. Help .. Life .. etc etc ~ ask all the information and the fees of cause .. and I intend to study at KDU . Dad help me to look for a hostel / room outlet let me stay there for 1 month since I haven't get my "bloody" P .. all the thing done ..~ mom talk about this to my brother .. ! I feel odd why she haven't came out from the room .. I walked in .. and started "THE WAR FROM BROTHER AND SISTER " .. ! ! ! Ya , obviously we having fight ..and argue ! He such a bad guy ! HATE HIM .. !!
*until now ~ we din't have any converstion. I don't think we can compatibility - maybe that's good for 2 of us* I'm having sick that day ... and I feel dizzy ..! I fall on the bed.. "shock" .. ! ! ! --- END
*you know i'm weak & vulnerable*

Hang out to old town with my mom & dad .. and puiyee's mom after few hours the "WAR" end .. ! feel much better ..My eldest brother talked to me after I'm back .. "Dont listen what HE said .. Just do and think what you want .. ! success and do the best ..! make HIM regret what he said to you ..! And is YOU study not HIM ! Don't sad because of him ! I support you.." --- I LOVE YOU BROTHER !! !! YOU DIFFERENT FROM THEM !

Maybe is doomed ... puiyee told me about IACT ! The college which is specialist in creative communication .
I search for the collge .. and more information about the college .. went there for the OPEN DAY !
"woahhh ~ " .. it's really creative and nice to be here ! The counselor is awesome ..! I'm sure here is the counselor who really funny & friendly !! Have a Tour around IACT !! OMG ... ... how come so nice ?? nice view.. relax ! " I decide study here ! ! ! " beforehand .. ALICE - incharge in finance ! who give me some advice and thanks for her kindness .. I got a chance to join IACT workshop on this 1st of april to 3rd of april ..~
without regret and afraid I'm alone .. I JOIN IT !! :)

That's all for today ...

2010-03-28T03:47:00.000-07:00

@100 degree

24th march

farewell party for YVONNE & YING

world vision

are you feel happy with you life right now ?
you should appreciate and happy with it!
if you said you are suffer right now ..
why you don't think about others who really suffer ?
no food.. no clean water .. no school ..
THEY NEED YOUR HELP !! !!

Just pay rm50 per month to sponsor a child ..
- your sponsorship can provide for school supplies..fees..~ school buildings.
this means you sponsor a child to write & study . . to get more educate ..

- your sponsorship gives children and their communities access
such as clean water .. improved nutrition ..

TRY TO HELP THEM

I'm doing that .. you ??

more information
www.worldvision.com.my

SHOW YOUR LOVE AND CARE ..

P.P

2010-03-27T07:43:00.000-07:00

where i go ?
-penang

when ?
-last saturday

who i go with?
-family & feng shui master

the placed we drop by -
"gek lok si temple" .. " snake temple" ..
"new world food court" .. " thai temple" ..

note after the trip :
- the hotel is suck ! the air -cond is not work ~
*please check before you check in*
- on diet before you plan to go Penang ..
*non stop eating .. too many foods here*
- you need sunblock
*then you wont waste your $$ to mask your face after back*

NO ONE CAN SAVE ME

2010-03-22T21:07:00.000-07:00

"At the end I choose it myself .."
feel stress
feel pressure
feel empty
feel like dying .. ..
I can't decide ... where I should go ~
anyone can help me.. .. ?

how many times i think ..
how many times my parents tell me ..
how many times that i tried to give up ..
how many times i did the same thing ..

human is like this ..
greedy .. ~
A - you can get what you want !
B - you can't get what you want !
what you will choose ?

of cause A right ? ? ?

silly girl ~

talked with my uncle who is great for me~

" where you study is not important.. ~ most important is you don't be shy"
" you hard working .. then you will success in your future ! "
" no matter how great you study ..~ you also not perfect at all "
" you study diploma ..~ i also study ..!
the difference is not same college ..~ not same subject maybe ..~
but what we get at the end ? "
" still the same .. diploma !! !! "
" you get what I means ?? "

at the time i'm just shut my mouth up !
" i know what you means... but ... ~~ ~~ "
*talked inside my heart*

speechless .. .. no plan at all .. !

what can I do right now ??

wait wait wait

fed up all the thing ~
i think is time to let you choose .. !
I TRUST YOU

DISNEY ON ICE

2010-03-15T03:06:00.000-07:00

"TRAINEE"

with UNCLE JOE

MR. RAVY

Mr.JAMAL

MR.BUTCH FROM PHILIPPINES

MONKEY KING -JAY FROM BEIJING

MR .FERNANDO - CANDY MAN

MR.NANDO

MS.JING FROM CHINA & MS.LILY FROM SPAIN

WITH MARC FROM PHILIPPINES

WITH DAVE

WITH JAY

Finally new post for my blog...
DISNEY ON ICE IN KUALA LUMPUR
well well well ... ~
I & karyan work as a trainee for this .. !
sound great right .. ?
although the working time is more than I imagine ..~
but it was fun ! ! !
work with DISNEY is GREAT !! !! !!
meet different country people .. ~
know more friends - that's life ~
know more about DISNEY CARTOON CHARACTER ..
which one you like in DISNEY ???
for me definitely is MICKEY & MINNIE ..
don't be surprise .. they are more than 80 years old .. !
okay .. ~ for the main point .. !
what i'm selling was---
popcorn..snow mug .. cotton candy ..lollipop .. etc etc !!
parents always love their children .. !
they can't said NO when the children are crying ! :)
*let's cry from today*

This job is really fun !! !!
at the first day although we do something mistake ..~
and scolded by MR.NANDO *scary man*
but that's our experience .. ~ learn to be smart .. !
next .. ~ something funny is ...
"WHERE YOU FROM .. ?? - I ASKED DAVE"
you know what he answer ???
unbelivable .. ~
" I'M FROM MY MOM & DAD.. !! !! !!!! "
OMG !! !! he is the first person to answer me this .. !!!

FUN .. HAPPY .. ENJOY
this is what I have when i'm working there ... :)
hopefully can work for the next time ..
and of cause hang out with those work as trainee there .. !

*please increase the salary*

something about today ..
i set my mind !
i will study mass communication - focus on event & advertising ..!
weeeee ..... ~
wake up in the morning .. to ask more information about my career ..
went to sunway .. segi today ~
tomorrow will be monash ..KDU .. ~
at the end .
will choose where should I go ... !! !!

wish me luck ~~ ~~ :)

2010-03-08T04:17:00.000-08:00

illness is make me worse and moody
can't sleep ..
pain like hell !
change the antibiotic about 3times ...
is useless ~
went to hospital check again !!
lucky is not that serious .. =]
next , the curve with mom .. ~
" shopping "
this is the way make me happy !
and forget about i'm having sick now ..
meet up my lovely daddy ..
bought something nice for daddy - I paid !!
and also for myself too ..
- home sweet home -

* nobody knows how stress i am ..!
still don't know what course i'm taking ..
still don't know diploma / ADP ..?
mom agree with diploma ..~
many people help me alot if i'm taking tourism !
but is this what i want ?? ?? ... ... *

empty in box ..
feel tired & dizzy

I love it ... ... FUN !

2010-02-27T02:12:00.001-08:00

hello ... i'm back to post something interesting in my life ! What i having yesterday is definitely FUN !
well ~ wake up in the morning to preparing heading out to Jean's house ....! Dog is the pet i love and i hate it somehow ..~ "she" barking me .. ! and Jean's said that's my hair problem ..
Dog hate curly messy hair ! take note !! !! that's what i look .. speechless ! waiting JGY coming to pick us up to Mrs.Woon house .. she moved to Taman Mutiara puchong ! the first impression when i saw her house i was like "OMG !!! how come she so rich ? " .. ! 500K to get this house ! *faint*

so the next is ... ! we decide to watching movie at Sunway Pyramid .. before that back home to "refresh" myself
because is too hot - my skin is burn ! Having dinner with my parents because I promise them I will paid for it .
window shopping next .. look for luggage that can fit all my thing when i go holiday.

Meet up JGY at KimGary ..and gambling two hour non stop there .! I won it rm15 ! weee ...
watching " THE LIGHTING THIEF " love it so much ... ! vote : 10/10 !! !! Must watch it everyone !
after the movie end it's around 11pm+ .. before going back .. of cause have something interesting ..
our leader of JGY take us to a placed that called as "Waterfall" .. !! !!

Around 1am .. home sweet home !!!

*more photo at FB

" MUST TRY "
Please don't believe it .. !

THE LIGHT OF HOPE

2010-02-22T19:23:00.000-08:00

last few days ago ..
went to sunway with my cousin
nice view ..~ and there look like "noisy town" ~
all the bistro ..pub ..club is full of people ..!
especially the new one ..~
love their design .. all in transparent ..~
i wish i can went there once ..

yesterday ..
went to Segi college to ask for more information ..
i think i will get ADP for communication & psychology ..not sure yet ..!!
seriously ..~ i really don't know what i want ..~
is this my choice ??
i love to travel , create something and so on ..
i don't like stick with the table .. ~ it's boring !
oh god ..~ what can i do for my career .. ~ headache !

many thing need to solve by myself..
many thing need to do by myself ..
no one can help me !!!

"YOU ONLY NEED TO HAVE FAITH SO YOU CAN BREAK THROUGH ALL DIFFICULT STATES."
"EVERYTHING IS MADE FROM THE MIND ALONE"
IF YOU THINK SOMETHING DIFFICULT ..THEN IT IS ..~
IF YOU THINK IT IS EASY .. THEN IT WILL BE ..~

TRUST YOURSELF YOU CAN DO IT ..!

2010-02-16T23:35:00.000-08:00

date : 16/2/2010
location : Pavilion
with : family & uncle ... xoxo
what you think .. : happy ..~ and enjoy !
bukit bintang night view is the best !! !!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & VALENTINES

2010-02-14T00:39:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year !!
and of cause happy valentines day !!

in the morning .. went to old folks home at subang jaya !
love there so much ..
because airport is there and i can saw my lovely aeroplane!
i know what you thinking ~
you should asked.. why i love it so much ?
sorry ~ no reason to love this ! just feel happy ! ! =]

feel happy when they received the angpau from us..
i love when they smile~
and feel pity also ..~
no one take care about them ..
they decide to stayed here..
but nothing to worry about it ..~
we just need to show our care & love !
i'm sure they will happy ~ ~ ~

the oldest is 89 years old..and the youngest is 49 years old ..!

what you get for your valentines??
i just get choc ... that's it ~ nothing special ..
ang pau as well ! this is most important ! and just one years once ! !
get more !! !!

END FOR TODAY ~

WISH ALL OF YOU HAPPY CNY !
FOR KOREAN HAPPY LUNAR YEAR ..!
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY..

STAY HEALTHY ! ! !
TAKE CARE ..~ ~

is time to send your love mesg or show your care to all your friends and family ~
you will surprise when you send it ...

bye

2010-02-09T01:22:00.001-08:00

i can't forgive myself if i din't said this ....
i love this " YUNIQUE PARADISE" .. !!!! !!!!

please view it .. !
i'm sure you will like it ~ ladies !! !!

http://yuniqueparadise.com

NOTHING

2010-02-07T20:50:00.000-08:00

seriously .. i bought nothing ...
i purposely went then from mid valley !!
goshhh .. i though got many stall there..
and got something i love -- vintage
but is not what i imagine
okay ~ fine ! ! just support .. !
fashion flea market ... !

Night ..~
* yum cha * with all my friends ..~
wenyen joining us also ..! good !! !!

can't wait for the next !

NOTHING THAT YOU CAN DO FOR ME .... .....

2010-02-01T00:53:00.001-08:00

INTAN

WITH KAK SUE

DNP STAFF CARD

RED BOX IOI PUCHONG

NICE DRINK !!

30th Jan 2010

- RED BOX after working !
enjoy every moment with my parents ~

31th Jan 2010

TIME AFTER TIME
END OF THE MONTH ..

Last day working for DNP FASHION & CLOTHING COMPANY..
seriously ~ i love this job -> if i'm at max studio .!
although there is no customer ..! but i no need to act busy infront my supervisor .!
working here .. the happy moment is when i with

INTAN ! THE ONE I ALWAYS LOVE HER !
NG ..! IS THE FAITH LET US MEET TOGETHER ..!
KAK SUE .. ! THE FUNNIEST PERSON.. WE TWO IS THE SAME "NO IQ & EQ "
NANCY .. ! THE ONE ALWAYS SHOUT HERE & THERE ..
AYU .. ! THE ONE HATE NANCY DON'T KNOW WHY ~~ =X
FARAH ..! THE SEXY QUEEN IN KAREN MILAN GARDENS ..!

although i love this job ..~
but i think is not what i want right now !
is too tired working for 8 hours there
and need to follow all the rules ..~

anyway ~ thanks alot to all my fellow staff partner !
i hope you guys can hit the target !!
i will visit you guys soon ~ ~ ~ !!

i love you !! !! !!
thanks to hired me as one of the DNP STAFF ..!

1st of FEB ...

Restart again for my happy life ..~
because no need to work for everyday !

the list i need to do .. :
-chatting with friends..~
- shopping with friends .. ~
- meet new friends ..~
- looking for new job ..~
etc etc ..

hope dream come true ...

END HERE ..!
BYE

2010-01-26T19:41:00.000-08:00

24th JAN 2010

Celebrate yinying birthday

our happy moment ..~

don't be scared ....
are you ready ..?
1
2
3

tadaa..!!

our badman hero !!

26/1/2010
Feel happy because one of the customer is japanese..
and she know how to speack in korean ..
so i talked to her in korean ..!
you know what ? she understand what i'm talking about !
and she though im korean ..! =]
i hope i am actually ~ =x
so happy to meet her ..!
cute ajumma !

"angry"
i can't stand all the thing i having now ..
i hate you !
you talked to me so mean !
i don't know what reaction i need to show you.
i feel so dizzy ..~ and you not even know ..!
" you sick ? then no need work lahh ! resign lahh !
i dont know what kind people you are ..
just work few days only.. then dizzy..
i work till so many years also dint sick before ahh..!
please dont show me your black faced ..!
i'm your supervisor not others ..!
now you are on duty ! so work hard !
not call you rest here !
if you want resign tell me earlier ..!
i cancel your name ! !
i don't like you guys .. just work for 1 month ! for what ?
stay at home lahh !!! "
what the ****

okay ~ fine ! i also planned to resign soon ..
i no need to faced all your ****ing rules !
got it !! ?

2010-01-22T18:53:00.000-08:00

"lousy photographer"

went to pavilion with mummy
after drop by my grandpa & grandma to dynasty hotel

because they have buffet with all aunties uncles !
of cause i & mom wont join ..!
5.30pm .... 7.00 pm only reach there.. !
because traffic jam ! omg !! i sleep inside car tim !
too tired this few day ... low blood pressure damn serious - i can't believe it !
i need some rest ..! and give up all the thing !

pavilion there...
have my 1st meal .. in food republic the western food !
yum yum ..~ ~ ~ ~ ~ nice !!
mom so surprise why i dint order korean food ..
and now change to western food ..!
seriously ~ korean food .. either kimbap / tuekbukki !
nothing else for me to choose ..! ! too bored ...~
have to change my taste ! ! ! ! !! !
poor thing ..~ that's my first meal ..
mom din't cook for the whole day ~
too busy ... ~
NO MAGGIE ME.. NO AJINOMOTO !
if not my nose is make me worse !! !!
so just .... waited ..!! !! !!

shopping shopping ..!
bought many things back home ..
but i feel like not enough ..
after out from fitting room ..
i'm the last customer ..!
because already 9.50pm !! need to close !!
so din't think so much .. just buy what i like ..~
ginger skirt & accesories ... that's it for today ~

waiting for NG have a car ..
then we can shopping together !!
p/s : NG NG !! i wait for you drive me leh ...

dad calling
DAD - "Where are you 2 ?? "
ME - " Pavilion coming back soon why ??"
DAD - "always go shopping ..! i wait for you & mom comeback ! "
soooo sweet ...!!!! !!! !!!!
omg ! my lovely & cubby daddy ... !! =]
i love him .. !

went back home ..
"sportcheck again" .. ~
"wah ..so "fah" the skirt you also buy ahh ?"
"waste $$ $$ $$ " .. ~ haiz...
"you look at this ..~ still got many new dress havent wear yet "
"you wait until you dress can born more dress for you ahh "
"wear it ! and then buy new geh !!! !!! " ...
" i watch ghost movie lahh .. ! you sleep now ! later low blood pressure again ! "
this is what my dad talked to me .. ! =]

STOP HERE .. !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY ..

2010-01-21T19:15:00.000-08:00

21/1/2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY DADDY !!
wishing him on 12am midnight on 20/1/2010 ....
purposely went in his room and scream !
"happy birthday"..
shock face looking at me .. !
so cute ! ! !
but too bad ..~ he scold me .!
"please don't do something stupid! go sleep " -DAD
"is surprise daddy ...!! " - ME
" no thanks ..~ i need to work tomorrow ..and you also" ..~
" GOOOOO" !!!!! -DAD

okay ~ stop it ..!
my surprise mission is failed ..!!
working in the morning as usual ..
9.30am - 6.30pm !
but i'm the unlucky one ..!
NG went back earlier ..and i'm the one did her job ..
take out all the thing from the board ..!
my hand is pain & hurt ..!
i feel like want to told supervisor i quit the job now ..!
but i need to calm down ..! still have few days ago ..!
as you know ~ i'm typing my resign letter ..!
i'm going to pass up soon ..!
and say " i want quit !!!!!!! " ..~

bought 2 movie ticket .... LEGION !
~ my dad sure tired ..
because is midnight show .. and the next day need to work..
so the present for my dad is movie ticket & cash !!
before the show ... saw chan hou with his squad friends ..
i dint notice him at first !!!
but suddenly someone show his "pretty" hand to block me
when i concentrate the trailer in the screen !!

if someone asked me when i wake up ..~
"today is the last day to live in the earth ..
would you feel proud?? "

YA ... ... ... i will ..~
i appreciate all the thing i have right now ..
family .. and friends .. is the precious thing i have ..!

end here ... !
i need to clean my room and shopping next ..!

WORKING ...

2010-01-15T07:39:00.000-08:00

me & intan tan ..

Ng & me

with ayu this time..
she is the lucky one ..!
she married soon ..=]

14/1/2010

as usual.. working till 10pm !!
well done !!
i'm not shopping queen .. is working queen ! =]
"hello .. vivien ahh! you got $$ ?? can borrow me .. i leave my wallet at my mom's car"
haha.. guess who? is our leader JGY !!
he came MV fitness ..! =]
the first emotion i saw him is shock !!
he look so thin compare with last time ..! *firework please* ..
then .. meet up with him ~ and have a lunch with him & yvonne ..
because that's faith .. yvonne also break same time with me !
so is good we can ate together..
before that .. of cause we look for ai lee .. since i dint saw her even i went in topshop everyday !
she work at the fitting room .. no wonder i can't saw her ..
pretty girl .. ~ !! =]

after our lunch ..
not home sweet home ..
is "back to shop" ..
for me .. nothing to do ..~
just take some picture with my lovely job partner ..!
intan ... ayu & ng (warehouse) ..

p/s: JGY
i really miss you guys !!
i want go out with you ..!!!!
wait for me ..!!!

15/1/2010

wtf !! damn angry !!
normally i work until 3pm that's it .~
i can shopping with mom after that ..
all the thing is planned .. !!
but today i work until 10pm !!
you know how suffer i am ..? if i know i can't shopping ..!
ya .. i know the staff is serious .. ! because her eye is red like blood .. =X
geeeeeee ... hate it !!
ok ..~ not just only this ?
i need to cover break at max studio ..!
i hate to go there ! is soooo boring until i can dead at there ..!
lucky i get some benefit today ..!! hehe ..=]
the most make me angry is .. i need to back earlier because another staff need to break before 7pm@
yaya.. you know i'm evil ..@@
of cause i relax myself and of cause need to rest my pity leg as well ..^^
have lunch with yao ann ..
since he said nothing to do ..~ and came here return the calender and shirt !
so he waiting for me .. and we have lunch together..
happy birthday yao ann ..

and ... all the thing done ..!
rest in staff room ..!
intan lovely meal is waiting for me ..
thanks alot intan.
she belanja me makan nasi daging.. =]

home sweet home with intan tan ..!! =]

working is tired ..!

2010-01-11T05:43:00.000-08:00

9/1/2010

EDUCATION FAIR

went there with karyanc .. and had our lunch in klcc food court ..!!
not bad... is cheap !!
and yummy fried chicken here ..!!
"snackz it"
after lunch .. went to convension centre because education fair is there..
asked around .. about mass communication ..
ya~ i choose this ..!! !!
career is a thing that make me mad on it !!
so i'm using phsycology way to test what i really want to study ..
mass comm vs tourism vs hospitality vs fashion ..
and i got mass comm answer is more than others ..
so i choose this !
ya~ maybe you will said that ..~
i'm crazy ..! used this method to decide my career ...
but who know ..~ this is right ? !!

feel so happy ~ and crazy also !!
crazy ... why ??
-i checked my blood pressure !! !! is normal .. *god bless*
- i *peace* to someone when he want to take picture ..!!
- like someone mad walking around ..

happy ... why?
- talked to guai lou !! haha .. talke to british people !!
- got my auntie anne set ..!! yum yum ..~

11/1/2010

working today ...
reached at gardens at 9am !! *gila betul*
work at max studio today ..~
something funny happen !! or .. maybe can consider as scary ..!!
someone i though she is "part time promoter" ..
but actually she is "manager" ..!!
stand with her outside the shop in this morning ..!
she keep on pick up the phone called ..
"wahh .. part time promoter so busy geh" .. ~ - my feeling !
when i walked in the shop .. all the staff say hi to her ..!
"hur? " .... =X
then .. ~ my supervisor told me she is manager ..!
im so shock !!! !!! and stand there look at here ..!
*ding*
im using fax machine to fax something to our company !!
first time using this ..! wtf
after all the thing complete .. *i think*
" are the thing done ?? "--manager asked me .!
" i think so .. ohh.. no no ..!! yaya !! finish !! " -- i replied . ~
" then ok ~ you go max studio work lah .. later ~ i will see you there" ..- she replied ..
" oh oh .. okok ..~ welcome !! please look for me .. bye" .. =]

but at the end ... she dint look for me also ..
good news or bad news? ?
i wish she look for me !! =]

few hour ago .. !! i recived emily mesg
" sorry .. i can't work on that day "..
WALAO OOOOO !!!
then i send all the mesg to all the girls .. from my phone book ..
asking them help me find someone can work ..
but no reply ..!!
so god bless me ! kelvin told me can allowed boy working there also ..!
=]
the first one i contact is yao ann !!
because he msn told me he need a job ..
so .. he said YES !!
*god bless me*

im going to bazaar this 16/17 !! =]
i hope i can go ..~

which one better ??

2010-01-07T06:22:00.000-08:00

hi .. i'm here again !
went to TS with karyan today..
get our uniform .... that's another job for me.. =]
ya ..~ i know is tired !
but nothing is important then $ ...
i happy when i saw money ..
so this is why ~ i count money is always right !
no mistake .. but when i count the stock ..
it always wrong !
after i talked to emily just now ..
i'm still thinking is my decision wrong ..?
after 20th .. i'm the part timer in warehouse ..!!
i hope all the thing go well ..
no gossip .. !! =]
peaceful life !!!
warehouse with commission .. topshop is NO commission ..
so where you prefer??
even the human resource manager also asked me don't go there..
and my supervisor too ..
i know topshop is more busy !! but is better ..
why ?? i no need to used my pocket money to bought some cloth or jeans in black !!
that saved alot ..=]
at topshop .. you must know what is the new trend ..
and dress up look stylist ..!!
not consider all in black !! that's good ... can saved ..!
...

i missed principle so much ..!!
i like to work there .. =]
but is gonna close down in this 20th .. i think i need to take picture with my lovely INTAN !
after 20th .. she worked at pavilion .. my dear girl !!
i love her so much !!

well .. just for here today ..
tomorrow need work again !
many thing need to asked .. =]

xoxo

2010-01-04T08:17:00.000-08:00

.. tired ..
.. boring ..
everyday also same feeling ..
boring till die ..!!
don't know what i can do..
today ~
went to bank with all the supervisor !
i'm not of cause ..~
scary ! it's the first time i bank in.~
because all related to $$ / bank .. my dad will do that ..~
so ..~ so excited and scared if im wrong !
lucky .. they teach me very well ..
friendly & kind ..
thanks alot ~
and ..
I'm cover 1 hour for the part timer at Robinson ..
so i need to take over ...
well ~ I'm work at max studio for 2 hour !!
well well well ..
BORING
so i'm just draw some dress or anything else ..
that i design !! just need to pass my time !!

well ..~ thanks to look for me my friends..~
eat with me next time !! must !!
i'm waiting you guys ..
but too bad !!!
sing k is more important than me .. ok~ i know !
i notice now !!
SAD

tomorrow A 1/2 ..~
what i means ? haha .. work 4 hour again ..~ =]

p/s : to JGY
remember !! wait me back !!
i will join you guys makan !!

JOB

2010-01-02T07:48:00.000-08:00

HI ..
I'm here ..
Just back from "principle" ..
i'm working there right now !!
my job partner all treat me well ..
*don't know few days ago will be.... *
*no comment*
well .. today is my 2nd day working there..
ya ..~ as you know my leg sure hurt & pain!
especially on the 1st day ..!
i wear the new shoe .. and it's not comfartable at all ..
god bless me ..! i'm still can work till late ..
i love this job ..
maybe i love those nice shoes and dress ..!
but too bad .. not i bought it ..

it's too late right now ...
sleep soon ..

tomorrow will be work for 4 hours only .. 6pm-10pm !
aikz... no choice ~ need to follow the time table ..

WELCOME 2010

2009-12-31T08:48:00.000-08:00

the new year gift from my dad ..
pillow

baskin robbins ice cream !! 31%

scary ?? haha !!! new year photo for you ...

well well well ..
let's talked about my new year celebration !!
testing 1 2 3 ..!!
first ..~ went to ate sushi with my parents ..
near 3rd miles old town there..
*don't know what the shop name*
guess who i saw ??
yee zi -jean , kevin & her's mom ..

enjoyed our dinner ..!!
order sashimi & rice ... just cost me rm26 1set..
cheap right ??
mom is udon .. dad is ramen with hot pot .. ..
yummy yummy ..!!

after dinner .. dad decide bring me go the curve ..!
*he so excited than me .. he want countdown* =]
so .. went there ..! unlucky i don't bring my camera !! wtf
i can't capture all the moment what i did for my new year..
geeeeeeee *gee gee gee gee baby baby* ..~

walked around in IKEA..
and waiting for 12am!!!!
before that .. of cause baskin robbins is the next !
31% off .... can't wait .!
choc chips with mint & strawberry jam
*don't know what it called*

walked to the stage ..!!
finally .. .. times up !!
5
4
3
2
1

*bom bom bom bak bak bak*
*yeah hh !!! !!! *
*HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!! *

Goodbye 2009 ..
Welcome 2010 ..

this is my celebration with my mom & dad ..
good family !!
love my family !!
haha .. dad mom ~ i love you !!
*kiss kiss*

LAST DAY OF 2009 !!! !!! NEW YEAR NEW LIFE

2009-12-30T07:40:00.000-08:00

6C GIRLS .. PRETTY ??

JGY

6C (2004) GATHERING TODAY ..
nothing i can said !! it so much fun ..
happy to be with them again..
girls look pretty !! boys look handsome!!
i hope we can meet again !!! !!!

12.24am..
i'm writing my blog post now ..
31/12/09 .. the last day of the year 09 !!
let's make a wish !!

many thing i need to faced it myself this years..
friendship ... ... gossips ... ...

my school life .. my babe is the one make me heartbreak ..
she is my heartbreaker .. ! ! !
i care how she feel ..
i care what she think about me ..
i care all the thing..
i care our friendship ..
i hope we can forever !!! !!!
"the one i always cried for"

.. next ..
JGY
" Ji Gei Yan "
"7 brothers & sisters"
i love them so much !!
they give me alot of love ..
i feel happy & fun when i with them ..
we lazy together .. hardworking together..
study together ..
and some of it .. tuition together ..
"ping ping day"
i'm still wonder when is it !! i'm waiting !!!!

.. last ..
i lost my friends this year..
my friend that i know her since 2006..
guess who ??
although we have conflict ..
but anyway.. you still as my friends before..
wish you meet someone can treat you good ! !
of cause for me also ..

last day now ..31/12/2009
i wish ... ... .... ... 2010 can ...
1st :) get license before my college life waiting for me ..
2nd :) meets new friends ..
3rd :) cash please !! earn more ? someone give me please .!?
4th :) more gathering ??
5th :) trip with friends and family ..?
6th :) everyday happy ..
7th :) meets good people !

8th :) get more vintage dress ..<3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">new years coming !!
new year new life ...
do you prefer ?? ??
forget all the past .. welcome the new !
can i do this ??
maybe ? ? ?
whatever ..
i believe nothing is forever ..!!
i'm not believe all the thing now .
all the thing you treat me ..
all the thing you do..
all the way you act ...
but .. ~ anyway .. !! !!
i hope you appreciate what called BFF !!
MY LOVELY FRIENDS !!
*i think i need to take a photo with L pose on the top of my forehead*

love babes !!! !!!
love you my sista friends !!!
JGY !!!!

" the thing always hit my heart "

keep in touch !!

3month later .. ex-classmate gathering !! 6C !! waiting ... =]

*NO ...
IF NOT FOLLOW MY BRO TO GENTING COUNTDOWN..
I THINK SS2 AGIAN ..*
NO !!!! !!!!

2009-12-28T20:29:00.000-08:00

DAY 7
[..MELACCA ONE DAY TRIP..]

reason : weeding lunch
because it's start at 1pm !!
weird right ..? but actually is baba nyonya culture..
nice food ...

back KL .. steamboat buffet with eric uncle..
rm18.80 /= people ..
cheap?? but i love sunway that outlet...
have my favorite crab meat ..

home sweet home ..
mom pass to me something ..
what surprise me !!!!
i get a gift from pop in seoul --KOREA !!!!!
OMG !!!! happy happy happy .. ..
i get LESSANG CD !!
thanks ISAK ..!! thanks ARIRANG TV ..!!

last 2weeks .. walked in topshop interview for a job ..
"i will called you soon" ...
last week .. i received a message from nicole ..
i though is not real because is called .. but i receive is a text !
so din't think about it also ..
but yesterday night ..
called from them.. i really get a part time job !!
OMG ..! 1/1/10 my first day working.. and it also is my first job ..!!
yeah ..!! i got $$$$$$$$ !!!

DAY 5-6 HATYAI

2009-12-27T18:44:00.000-08:00

DAY 5 -6
[..HATYAI--->KL..]

don't know what reason they wake up so late ..!
lunch again !! no breakfast at all ..!!
DIM SUM
NO!!!! the cha siu pao .. and loh mei gei ..
is mini... i think 3 = 1..!!!
after lunch ..went to temple ...
temple temple temple .. !!!
not just once !! is many of it ..
why they like temple so much ..
"please ..!! i want shopping !!!! "
ya.. tuk tuk uncle take me there..
shopping centre is lousy than our malaysia shopping centre..
maybe because tuk tuk uncle "good taste" ..
take us there...
"2 cup cup cup??" tuk tuk uncle talked to me..
"hur ?? cup ..~~~~" " what 2 cup??" ... i said ..
" @#$%^&* " thailand boy talked to tuk tuk uncle..
2 cup cup cup --> 2 hours here ok ??
more enough ..!!!! for me..30min i can finish window shopping ..~
nothing nice.. nothing buy .. nothing good ..!!!!!
i not dare to ask second times for going shopping ..
because i'm sure they don't like shopping ...
so .. ~ they decide to go massage ..!!
ya ..~my favorite too ..
and second time !!!!
<3>
i can heard "clack clack clack"
i'm scare my bone is crack !!! !!!

next day ..

in the morning .. went to eat something special..
thailand man talked to tuk tuk uncle
"#$%^&*" ..."#$%^&^*".. ~ =]
lunch : pork !!!!
oh no .. i'm mad after saw something crazy..
"brain ... etc etc " ..~
all you can eat ...
yakkk !!! after i saw it .. i feel not well ..~ *vomit*
so i just drink a cup hot milo .. that's my lunch !!
i'm sure if you guys saw it .. you will same as me !!
*anti pork*

after lunch .. went to "pasar pagi"..
is not "pagi" at all.. already 12pm+...
walked around the street.. nothing special ..
sell many "A FOR" ..~
and i just bought some nut and snack ..
because i know i will bored when i'm in car !!!

MANICURE AND FOOT MASSAGE !!
just near by our hotel ..
350 bath .. foot massage..
300 bath manicure ...
total : 650bath i used ..!!
start !!!!!
"OMG !!! PAIN PAIN PAIN "
"mai mai mai ~~~~ " !!!! i scream !!
omg ..~ is hurt !!! although is good for health..
but is PAIN LIKE HELL !!!!!!!!
so just manicure !!
no black color ... the dark color is just brown ..!
no choice.. ~ gonna choose this !
"sui mak mak ~~ " i called the girls who helped me ..!
i think all the girls doing manicure .. she is the BEST !!
1hour doing this ... ...

after that ... ~ back to hotel ..~
sanda stand in front me ..!!
give me a gift ..!! guess what??
SWEETTTTT.... <3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">i'm special ..!!
hug me !! !! who ..? sanda !!! ZZz... "thin sanda" .. FAKE !!
suppost to wear more cloths or add some cotton !! too look FAT !! SANDA!!
check out ..~ !! finally !! follow the map ..~ and back to KASTAM again ...~
i din't missed Hat Yai at all ..
maybe i dint shopping here .. ! or others else ..
i wish i can go Bangkok shop till drop next time !!

DAY4 HAT YAI

2009-12-27T17:56:00.000-08:00

DAY 4-5 [..Penang -- HatYai..]

good morning everyone !!
is time to let me tell you what i'm doing at hatyai ..
ready ?? ???
SAWADEEKA!!!!!
well .. after our breakfast.. nope !!
is lunch.. because they wake up so "early" ..
after lunch.. we rushing to hat yai ..
need almost 3hours from penang..
before hat yai.. a placed name Chan lung..
that's the place to buy insurance for our transport.. (car)
because we drive in there ..
and money changer there also.. but please don't change from there..
is less than hatyai !! 9.3 only..
and hatyai can use malaysia money .. don't worry ~
okay..~ all the thing done ..!
and ready to went in the kastam!!
rm1 each person.. and please serious when you are there..
as you know ..~ we need to pass by 2 kastam..
1 is malaysia...~ and another is thailand ..
do what they called you do ..
and be aware for all the thing...

all the thing done .. need 1 hours reached hatyai from kastam ..
and is already night 8pm(thailand) ..
malaysia is 9pm if i not mistake ..!!
we searching some hotels in the town area ..
lucky ..~ i'm the one search some info from net ..
and get the address also.. ~
so finally we have a room ..~ 5stars hotel ..~
good service ..!! nice location ..!!
"ASIAN HOTEL"
2days just 1890 bath ..!!
cheap right ...?
check in .. and they facebook again ..~
omg..~ i feel like what to scold them
"you came hatyai is shopping...look around or facebook"!!!
just the girls here.. boys went out to bought some snack and alcohol..
hate alcohol ..
i'm just at the room watching astro channel !!
ya~ you are right !!! got astro in the room !!! !!!

went to eat something good near by our hotel..
"dumpling with crab meat"
ordered this as my supper ..!!
and of cause won't forget ... bird nest also !!!
after that .. our "thailand man" ..~
actually he is malaysian .~ but know to speak thai..
bring us to see live "gajah" show ..
everyday 9pm-11pm you can saw it infront the road !! =]
200 bath feeding ... i wish i can seat up there ..!! but can't ..~
after feeding ... tuk tuk here !!!
seat tuk tuk .. hang around hat yai ..
at night .. "horror movie" is what you can see..
no one here .. and the area is black ..
except "some places".. you know what i means right ???

"SEXY SHOW"
ya.. went in the pub to watch this show ..
for me .. i'm bored here.. ~
because alcohol is not for me ..
thaialand man order coke for me ..
guess what !! my coke is not a cup .. is JAR !!!!
drink until i crazy ..
"sorry sorry" "nobody" "gee" "fire" "
all the korea songs is here ..!!
GOOD !!!
the sexy ladies dance infront us .. ~
and a girls came infront our table .. and asking us to bought flower for her..
"@#$%$^&*" ---- ??????
don;'t know what she talking about ..~
and just give her 300 bath .. ~ and she thanks to us..
i love the girls ..~ she not like others so "xx" ..~
she can be very nice !!
this is their job .. no $$ can't survive !!!
few hour later ..
went in massage centre ..!!
"good service"
maybe is midnight already .. not good at all..
and the auntie is sleeping awhile ..
and smell "good" .. yakkk..!!

back to hotel ...
waiting for next day coming ..!!

DAY 2 PENANG TRIP ..

2009-12-27T05:12:00.001-08:00

DAY 2-3
[ IPOH-- PENANG]

unlucky..our car is broke down ..
so went to repair at ipoh..
just one shop making this ...!!

lunch : ah wong chicken rice shop .. (ipoh)
we reached penang is already at night 11pm !!
they planed to slept at car if no room available .
lucky Sunway Seberang Perai is available..
no choice.. the price is expensive compare with others..
but we need a place to stayed ..!!!
1 night course rm195 ..!!
we stayed here 2 days .. so calculate please...

next day
having out breakfast here.. chai leng park
the placed i always went there when im at penang..
so .. that day i'm human GPS ..!!
i give the right direction to travel around penang ..!!
butterfly farm and museum next ..
not much time went to others place ..
because use 2 hours for butterfly farm go and back !!

butterfly farm rm15 per entry !!
museum rm1 per entry ..!! <3>

DAY 1 ... GENTING TRIP AGAIN !!!!

2009-12-26T18:07:00.000-08:00

cute???

if i saw this ... what i can do is ..~ faint !!!

saw "peter chew" ?? from india ..!!!

with "lembu"... the most funny forever ..!!

look..!!!

DAY 1
[.. GENTING .. ]
around 6.30pm someone pick me up to genting ..
i feel so nervous because i don't know who are them ..
and i just follow my friends that's it ..
drive fast .. so around 8pm we reach there ..
check in -- GENTING HOTEL
which is SJ overnight here before for the MTV ASIA AWARD 09..
*smile*
guess what .. i forget to bring my jacket..
i though we dint walk out from hotel .. but i'm wrong ..!!
all of them went out to pass something to their friends..
of cause i din't.. because is damn cool outside..
just like i live in "ice land"
off the air-cond .. but it's still cool ...
i'm alone at the GENTING HOTEL .. *scary* and *boring*
but lucky laptop is with me..
twitter again .. and of cause my korea drama is not leaving me also..
sound volume up !!!! !!!!
just to make me not so scared.
but karyanc !! my chopstick sister is scared me ..!!!
"don't look behind" " red fingers girl" ..etc etc.. ~ omg ..!! !! !!
shout so loud " what the fuck" at the room !!
lucky no one answer me " ya~.."
just slept not more than 5hours.. they wake me up !!
actually is not me ..~ is another 2 of them ..
is time to make their passpord ..
fall in sleep again .. !! !! !!
and few hours ago..
check out .. and went to temple .. !! their favorite !!
"woohhh wooohhh" ...~ what i can heard ..!!
everyone here is "unbalance"
because of the wind... !!
"2012"
ya~ i think it will happen !! haha..~
because is first time happen this ..
all the visitor is just seat down and eat some snack ..!!
they not dare to walk up to the top ..!
but our "lembu" bro walk out ..!! can't imagine..the "stick" walk up !!

next location ..

GENTING -- >IPOH --->PENANG ... !!!!!

*will update another location trip later*

GENTING TRIP - DAY 2 & 3

2009-12-18T22:49:00.001-08:00

FOCUS ON EMILY FACE PLEASE ..

DO YOU DARE TO PLAY THIS ?

FLYING COASTER -- JEREMY .. PPC .. CHAN HONG

"POKER KING"???

FAMILY PHOTO

HONEY STICK

I GET THIS FROM A GUY ..
"MAGIC GUY"

VIETNAM FOOD .. <3>

" thanks alot "
give me so much fun ..happiness ..

"sorry"
for all the thing that make you guys feel "dulan"

"forgive"
everything that i make you mad on me ..

"goodbye"
is the word i will never said to you guys ..

"one more times"
is i hope v have another trip again after we intake

"hi"
i hope you guys wont forget me .. and text me to say Hi..

thanks to be my friends ...
i love you all ..!!!!

XOXO

P/S: MORE PHOTO ... IN FACEBOOK ..TQ ..!

GENTING TRIP - DAY 1

2009-12-18T09:21:00.000-08:00

MY LOVELY SISTER

emily out of control .!!

what thing make them so focus ??
answer : games

genting theme park

"what are you doing peter??"

my fellow JGY <3>

WELL ..~
FIRST OF ALL ..
I NEED TO THANKS ALL MY FELLOW JGY !!
GIRLS : EMILY & KARYAN
BOYS : JEREMY PPC CHAN HONG
thanks for giving me such a memorable trip ..

i won't forget you guys ..!!
i hope we have next trip soon ..

tomorrow post --- genting day 2
stay tuned ..!!

xoxo

2009-12-17T18:08:00.000-08:00

i really need to post this in the morning ..
i really hate him ..
no matter how he treat me !!
i really hate this feeling !!!
you know how much i hate you?
since i'm standard 3 ...
i argue with you .. you are the one make me feel like going to DIE ..!!
I run from house because of you ..
i told myself no matter what happen ..
i must forget all the thing you did to me..
but i can't ..
you slap me before !! you hit me before ..!!
you said you hate me..
ya~ you do ..~ i also hate you !!!!
you always make my heartbreak ..
din't feel any LOVE from you ..
although all my friends said you are..
but NO !!

sometimes .. i tried to forgive you ..
and i though you love me..care me since you treat me good..
likes.. have fun with me.. plays some joke with me.. etc etc
but maybe .. i'm wrong ..~
yesterday you already hurt me damn bad ..!!
the first time i feel want to commit suicide ..!!
i drop my tears ... my heart is bleeding ..!!

anything about me you also want to know ..
but what you can do for me?
all you can do is argue with me..
scold me..
i really piss off what you did to me..
i don't need you anymore ..!!
you make me hurt so bad .. ..
"silent is golden"
for me..
"silent is peaceful"

will update another post about genting trip ..

SORRY .. FORGIVE PLEASE ..

2009-12-13T06:03:00.000-08:00

new update for today ..
wake up in the morning to damansara renew my passport
guess what ..~ i'm reached there around 6am..!!
i though i'm the first..~ but is wrong !!
someone 4 am already reach here waiting..
i'm the lucky ..~ i'm the 1/200 person ..
weekend just for 200 limit person ..~
weekdays 1000 limit person ..~
tomorrow need to go there again and get my new passport ..!!
!!hate!!
still need to wait ..

went to sunway today ..~ just bought estee lauder cleanser to genting~
because finish up all the thing ~
christmas gift given to me next week ..~*happy*

i'm packing right now ..~
SO EXCITED finally i can go with my friends to genting this tuesday
but..~ feel sorry ..!
give you guys so much trouble .. ~ hope you guys can forgive me!
feel sorry to chopstick sister ..~
because of me ~ she need to go alone with jeremy and chan hou gor!
i hope she will allright ..

got a call from taylor college today
well ~ nothing special ..
just talked about the rebate rm200 when before 20/12/10 register..!
but right now ~ i think i will intake in march ...~
as chopstick and elaine said to me..
DON'T BE RUSH .. YOU WILL REGRET ..!!
so waiting for education fair next year ..~

p/s: JGY
SORRY !!!

IS HARD FOR ME

2009-12-11T06:34:00.000-08:00

"!!!! yerrrr !!!!"
i argue with my cousin just now ..
"go die !! " ..~
she call me go die with no reason ..
what the ****
p/s : don't be rude ..~ you are kind babe ..
fine.. don't talk about this .. ~

went to TAYLOR today .. ~
my decision is -- mass comm ..
firstly i prefer tourism but after i heard it from today
the reason i want be a part of student that study tourism is
I LOVE TRAVEL
everyone like to travel ....
although i love it that much.. but i'm sure i can't do it ..
i don't want my whole life is with TOURISM ..
as the counselor said.. tourism need interested in history etc etc
history is the subject i hate most !!
so i think i can't .. ~

next.. design .!!
ya ~ i LOVE FASHION ..
i hope to be fashion designer ~
but know how to sketch, can't do it ..
as karyan said..~ they teach you ..
but am i like to use all my time to do those things??
i love fashion trend.. but
NO !!! i don't know what i want right now ..!!

mass comm
ya ~ i know is common and wide ..
9/10 of people is from mass comm
but i think social and communication with others
is the best way to get a job ..
and improve social skills ..

TAYLOR's
Carrer and Occupation test today ..
result :
Investigative :2
Artistic : 24
Enterprising : 11
Social : 5
Conventional :2

as karyan and elaine said to me..~
i think i'm not Jan intake before i make sure what i want ..

THINKING

p/s: my mom not feeling happy because of genting ..!!
she change her mind .. i maybe can't go .. babe !!

5 + 1 = 6

2009-12-10T07:15:00.000-08:00

title for today
"6 hours for my hair"

i use 6 hours to perm my hair ..
ya~ don't surprise !! is 6 hours !!!!
what can you do in this 6 hours??
you can watch 2 movie !!

new experience for today..
my hair look like "sotong" when with the plug on it ..
i feel so hot when it perm .. so you can imagine my damage hair look like..
curly hair style ..

i think you guys won't feel surprise at all ..
because i'm curly hair gene !!
i'm just rebonding my hair more than 3 times ..
i can stand on it if i still make it again ..!!
so why not i changed my hair >> curly ..?

when i'm back home..
my family member look at me with the shock face ..
"am i ugly?" .." why look at me like this ?"
the answered is .. "i'm changed like another person..."
am i ? i'm still vivien !! the freaking crazy love fashion that vivien lee ..!!

feel so happy today ~
changed my hair style ..
but unlucky is i get VIP invitation card from MANGO !!
show the VIP latest season 09/10 ..
on 16/12/09 ...
I CAN'T GO !!!!
Genting trip with friends.. !!
i'm getting mad !!!!
no choice ..~ i need someone go there ..
and tell me what's new ..!!
anyone ???

open day tomorrow ..
i think i'm going ..
tourism ?? event ?? design ?? mass comm ??
what should i choose..?
mom : mass comm / design
dad : tourism ..
me ?? 3 in 1 can ???

anyway .. im wating for my college life ..!!!
enjoy

p/s: LOVE

FREEDOM

2009-12-07T08:16:00.000-08:00

me & JU

peace rock

what are they 2 doing ??

new post for 7th december ..!!!
!!!! END !!!!
exam is over ....feel freedom right now ..

well.. outing with JGY today ..
4pm meet with my ladies -- > bangsar village ..
enjoy our shopping time ..
too bad..i din't bought any of it ..
because is too much for me right now
i never wear it before when i bought it ..
still in tag ... ~

everyone have grab their favorite item ..
except me & ying ...
after that.. meet all JGY others member at MV ..!
dinner time at NANDO'S ..
before that .. guess who i'm looking at ..~
and who said HI to me and karyan ..~
is battle ground "MARCUS" ..
how great is it ..??
... chit chat next...
..walk in interview for vacancy TOPSHOP..
i know is hopeless but still tried it with emily..~
"you two are sister ? you two look alike "
that's funny ...

Delicious next ..
just left few of us ...
chit chat ..~ take some photo ..~
that's it ...~

the last day in school today ..~
nothing to let me miss about the memories in school ..~
but anyway~ i just need to thanks million of time to my besties ..!! JGY !!
thanks to make my school life so much fun ~
without you guys i feel boring always ..!!
!!!JGY!!!

7th december ..
the last day for my exam..
the last day in school ..
the last day wearing school uniform..
the last day using TL school back ..
the last day i walk out from school ..
is today the last day to meet up with my friends??
yes / no ?

guess what !!

I'M back ....

2009-12-03T23:52:00.000-08:00

i'm back !!
i miss my twitter.. blogger..etc etc ..~
finally i can online and update my lovely blog.. !!

more than 3 weeks i think ..
many thing happens..~
feel so pity --- birthday can't online ..!!
but lucky ~ my B is come to my house and stayed until 12pm !!
she is the 1st who wish me happy birthday ..
i feel touch !! because is my 1st time ..!
and thanks to be with me.. <3 <3

extra class .. group study .. etc etc ..
just because want to get flying colour ..
ms.lee account tuition class is END ..
miss her so much .. miss her fashion sense .!!
but 21 december have a farewell party ..
no~~ is "ping pong day" .. =]
still not sure i can attend or not ..
because holiday trip ..!!
right now ..~ still haven't decide .. either Dubai or Thailand ..
but where also can .. just need to relax myself in this "scary world"

sometimes i feel afraid for all the thing i having right now.
because it will lost all the thing after that ..
we need to learn forget..forgive ... and LET IT GO ..~
what you think actually is X what you think ..
life is clueless .. no yes or no ..
many thing is plan from someone ..
what we need to do to make us alive is ..
learn to be smart !! and be aware someone ..!!

many thing happen in my life ..
i can't expect the thing won't happen ..!!
so i just tried my hard to don't care about this ..
if you care or fall ... you will get hurt !!
so what for need to do such useless thing ???
really need to thanks my 3 friends ..
especially the girls one..!!
after i heard what she said .. i know i'm should not do that..~
i'm stupid to do such thing !!
no one know what your feeling .. so what for ??
right now ..~ i just love myself ..
and those who i really appreciate.
i learn to accept all the things happen without reason ..!!
because just you won't hurt yourself..

stop it !! stop for those sad story !!

END

waiting for 8pm watch for live TVB !!
I NEED TO WATCH MORE TV MOVIE ..
=]

FASHION TRENDS 2010

2009-11-07T19:49:00.000-08:00

Fashion babe .. !!!
please ready to use your money to buy fashion item!!
is worth it .. !!!

fashion trends for 2010 ..
1st : boyfriend blazer
2nd : see through tee
3rd : ripped jeans
4th : patched jeans
5th : animal print tee

2O10 colour trends ..
neon green..bubble gum colour..pink..indigo..purple..brown
pepper mint ..sand colour ..

you got all the fashion tips ??
what you waiting for ... just grab what you want !!
right now .. i need boyfriend blazers ..!!!
i want it so much ..~
maybe you will think that boyfriend blazers will show more mature ..!!
but ..~ is NOT ..!!
this can show your charisma..
trust me !!
just buy it now ..~~

place have boyfriends blazers price less than rm100
it will be at bangsar !! check this out ..!!!

LOVE FASHION .. DIE FOR FASHION..

2009-11-07T18:55:00.000-08:00

생일축하합니다

..HAPPY SEXY 17th TO EMILY..

thanks to make my school life so much fun
you always is the cutest friend for me ... !!

wish you all the best in SPM ..
.. FRIENDSHIP FOREVER ..
I LOVE YOU TOO

*next post will be fashion trend on 2010 ..*

CAN'T WAIT ....

2009-11-07T02:08:00.000-08:00

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the room

Just back from mid valley ..
maybe is FATED ..!!!
i saw my B enjoy her's ice cream with family ..
feel happy ..~because long time no see her pretty face..
and we din't tell each other we went to mid valley today..
so happy ... ...
oops... ~ NO NO..
she saw my fat stomach .. shi* ..

TOPSHOP again ..
strawberry dress ..!!! i want it ..~
mom decide to buy for me .. because my birthday is coming ..
but i don't want .. ~
im stupid right ?? TOPSHOP lehh ...
i know i wont wear it .. ..
and i still have a lot of new dress still havent wear it ..!!
the price tag still hang there ...
i need to wear it ..!!!
but SPM coming .. ~ so this is why my mom bring me out to shop ..
let me feel happy & release stress ...
but what i bought today is NOTHING ..!!
maybe saw my B is the one i get it today ..

well ...
back from mid valley ...
and check price for the air ticket ..
damn cheap ..!!!!
3-13 is available flight ..
and it just cost rm268 !!! go and return ..

AND
the 4 star hotel just cost rm217 !!!!!
PRINCE HOTEL
in china town , bangkok ...
got jacuzzi pool ..swimming pool ..fitness gym .. bar .. restaurant ..golf etc etc ..~
the shopping mall is same floor with the hotel..
and at night ..~ near pub ..!! and morning ..~ have market that we can shop ..

so the total is 1 people rm <500>

2009-11-04T23:15:00.000-08:00

.. no one appreciate what we did ..

BANGKOK TICKET

2009-11-02T21:52:00.000-08:00

Ladies ...~
who want to go bangkok for holiday ..
4days 3 night ..~
depart & return ticket for 1 people just rm 117 ..~
no include the flight tax..
so 4 people going rm1460 total ..
so it means rm365 per people ..
omg..~ so cheap ..!!!!
depart time : 0750 - 0855
return time : 1205 - 1510
date : 20/01/10 - 24/01/10
@karyanc ... please think about it ..

well~ nothing to do at home.
so update my blog..
watching GG3 ..
love taylor so much ..!!
omg..~hilary duff also ..

tomorrow : sunway hospital to check up ..!!
sore throat ..~ SOS please ..!!

hit the books please ..!!!! but i can't .. too lazy ~~
i just need God bless me that's it ..~
SPM coming soon
14days ago ...

HELP

SO WHAT IF MY BIRTHDAY COMING SOON ...

2009-11-02T02:31:00.000-08:00

new post for today ..
11/11 is Juliana birthday ..
12/11 is Sandara birthday ..
17/11 is me *vivien* birthday ..

i'm so jealous to those who not Nov birthday ..
because they can celebrate birthday party
for me..~ the next day is SPM ..~
so what can i do for my birthday is just
STUDY

~ feel sad ~
because this is the 2nd times ..
1st time it was when i'm in Australia for 14 days
my birthday is just stayed at my auntie house ..~
and play with the dog ..~
name : Jacky ..!!
i'm feel so hurt because my auntie know my birthday..
no one take me to shopping or else ..
they just busy on learn cooking ..~ and bake some pie ..
that's it...~
and i'm just alone in my bedroom ..~
aikz...
i'm still remember Marry auntie are asking me when is my birthday
"today!!" i told her..
and she feel shock ...~
so she and hers son wish me happy b-day ..~
and she bring me out to her house..
i enjoy the ice cream that hers son give me..
and chit chat with his son
*but of cause i'm shy .. and he also *
but anyway thanks ..~
i really have a good memories to me in Australia..
the next day .~
my auntie bring me to "RED BULL"
because she know i love aeroplane ..
i hope the day i watch this show is my birthday ..

.. birthday in my room ..
no cakes ..~ no outing ..~
feel so sad .. and i cried on that day ..
because i feel so lonely ..~ and want to back MALAYSIA ..

well~ this year..
my birthday is the same i think..
mom dint take me out ..~
dint celebrate with me ..
and banned what i planned ..~
feel hurt again ..~
no one know because i hide it so well..
so maybe this year is the same ..
i faced the mirror and wish myself happy b-day..
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad

LAST DAY FOR SEMINAR

2009-11-01T06:22:00.001-08:00

the first picture with tham tham

what we have in group study ..!!

all the papers ..~

SATURDAY

Group study
location : my house ..
time : 10.30am -- 5.30pm
who attend : karyan.. jean .. jeremy
what we learn ?? : NOTHING ..!!!!
what comment need to give this ? : god bless us ..

"DATE MOVIE"
the movie we watched together ...
although this is my 2nd time watch it.. but is still funny ..
i laugh so loud until my mom complain ..

"SUDDEN ATTACK"
thanks jean.. help me register it ..!!
i'm in mood to play online games now ..
but i'm always the loser .. *i mean in game*
wtf.. jeremy laugh at me so loud ..
because i'm shock when the soldier are infront me ..!!

SUNDAY

finally ... all END !!!!
kasturi seminar is end today ..!!
last day in kasturi i think ....
omg.~ i missed the day when i was in kasturi ..~
rapid bus ... lrt station... all the memories ..~
because of kasturi..
i'm try to be more interpendent ..

this few days of seminar ..
i really learn alot ..~
and make me happy because of the jokes ..!!
i can't forget all the jokes...!!
is damn funny~ ~ omg omg..!!!!

right now..
OMG..~ i miss him right now ... guess who?
MR.HOW ..!!! <3
*the add math teacher emily afraid*

after kasturi seminar..~
karyan & tham tham and me..~
3 of us .. run in the rain ..~ to where?
NANDO'S
so greedy .. because of food ..~ we can do anything ..!!
enjoy my yummy 1/4 slice chicken with 2 side dishes ..
*NOT SO BRAVE*
~yummy~
it cost me rm24 ..
i'm just left rm1 in my purse ..~
need $$ please..!!!!!

ms.lee tuition next ..~
6pm-8pm

TIRED TIRED TIRED .....

I'M NOT PERFECT .............................

2009-10-26T23:54:00.000-07:00

.. In the world ..
no one is perfect .. !!
you think is perfect ..but actually is not..~
i feel the world.. the person beside me is scary ..
maybe is the times let me know the true ..
wake me up and know what's going on..

a person looks good .. it doesn't means good ..
a person looks bad .. but actually is not ..
a person looks happy .. but actually is sad ..
a person care about you .. but is not real ..
a person hate you .. but actually is love you..
a person angry you..but is just want your attention..
a person don't care about you .. but actually is the one care more ..

this is why i no the word "HATE" .... >>>
because no one is perfect .. !!!!

a person have different type of characters
but you haven't know it ..
the time you know the truth is too late ..
because you already in the world with this problem ..
this is why i should use my loaf ..

your guess as good as mine ..
i don't know what is the feeling right now ..
maybe is time now ..!!!!!

*sometimes we make mistake ..
sometimes we make thing worse ..
sometimes we make it end ..
but is okay ~ because we are young ..
we still got time to make it right ..!!!!!! *
i can do it for sure ..

*don't repeat the mistake again ..!!!! i can't take it with you*
all the thing is over my dead body

hope all the day i past is happy ...
smile always

Know The Truth

2009-10-26T06:07:00.000-07:00

Get the ball rolling..
i out of the blue to know the truth ..
the thing why you like this ..
maybe im late to know the truth that you think about me .
but what can i do now?
can't turn back in clock
is over ..!! all the thing is past ...
i feel upset because you think me like this..
i am?
we should clear the air although is burn your bridges..
but i hope the buck can stops here ..
why this thing happen to me again..
that is different people ..
i think i should keep something at bay
so i can life good..
someone said that
"know the truth dosent means good "
ya~ i agree now ..!!!
the truth can make someone hurt ..
someone upset..
i give you a break ..
but i know is NOT ..!!
maybe i need to clean up my behavior ..?
i think what i do ..what i said is not important at all now..
i turn my back on ..
maybe this make us better?
time can change anything ?? i dont think so ..
maybe it make more worse ..
but i tried ...!!
please penny your thoughts to me ..!!!!
you go behind someone back ..
it's make me more suffer ..!!!

my life is like this ..
happy .... sad
this is why i learn to let it go always ..
the reason i need to escape in this world ..
the reason why i love "soul in the world "
the place without all the thing i having right now ..!!

bite off more than i can chew

JI GEI YAN

2009-10-25T04:29:00.000-07:00

CHRISTMAS NOW

thanks alot to Karyanc Jeremy Peter.chew

went to dinner with JI GEI YAN ..~
get the birthday present ..
NATIO body scrub & hand cream
thanks alot
i love it so much~
this is the first year i get this
is so memorable for me ..!!
thanks alot ..

feel surprise ..!!
because they bought a cake for 3 of us
*juliana me emily*
"HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO JI GEI YAN FOREVER XOXO"
feel touch on this ..~
yaya..!! ji gei yan forever ever ..!!
last year together ...!!
after SPM all of us dift apart ..
is this ji gei yan can forever ?
i really hope we can be forever ever ..!!!

after dinner ..
went to ABC to "enjoy" the shisha ...
this is our leader of family idea ..
MR.Peter .c ..
feel upset because B go with her friends to curve
enjoy another birthday party ..
.. entertainment life ..
so just left 5 of us ~~
wait for the shisha almost 15min i think..~
"Lemon Mint"
the flavour our family leader order ..!!
karyanc emily jeremy & peter.c
are enjoying the shisha..
im just try once that's it !!!
hehe^^
i promise i wont take this anymore ..!!
because i saw this on karyanc twitter ..
"According to research result issused by the unit ,
45 minutes of shisha smoking is equivalent
to smoking 50 tobacco cigarettes "
OMG
how about me ???
im just less than 5 min i think~
how much tobacco i get?
oh god..
i need vitamin ..!! to make me healthy ..!!

11.30pm
say goodbyes to JI GEI YAN
and went to ampang ..~
until midnight 3.30pm back ..~
tired tired tired tired ..!!
sweet dream

Today
wake up so early because of ms.lee tuition..~
what the heck !!!
my account is terrible for the perasingan and pembubaran !!
i need practice more as i can to make is perfect ..!!

after tuition
online and chat with B
and mom scold me because --- online ..!!
haiz..~

went to IOI with mom..~
bought some snack ..
patato chips...~ choc..~ etc etc..

and now..~
waiting to watch the korea drama ..!!
waiting for upload ..!!
^ ^

special mesg to JI GEI YAN !!
* THANKS ALOT ..~ I REALLY FEEL YOUR HEART
THANKS ALOT FOR THE PRESENT
THANKS ALOT MAKE ME FEEL SO HAPPY
THANKS ALOT TO BE JI GEI YAN
THANKS ALOT ACCEPT ME TO BE JI GEI YAN
THANKS ALOT ~~~ ^^ <3>
*Jean & Yin ying .. no need to feel gulity you can't make it ~ after SPM still have plenty of time .~ on that time ~ you 2 must celebrate with me ok ? im waiting for you two.. the plan to GENTING & BANGKOK it will success ? i hope it will~~ promise me after spm you must be with me ..! anyway~ thanks alot to wish me so happy birthday although my birthday is coming soon but thanks alot ..~ thanks for your wish ..!! feel your heart and the best wishes ...!! !!! ..THANKS YOU SO MUCH ..!!!

SCARY OR FUNNY ??

2009-10-23T06:48:00.000-07:00

well..~lets start my intresting story ...

7am
in school do math revision & chat about girls story ..
but Jeremy join us also..~
He is one of our sister right now..!!!
"we 5sister forever ya "

after school
lovely daddy pick us up to the bus station.
*KASTURI GANG*
here we are ..~ Vivien , Karyanc , Emily , Jeremy , Yaphoe
so kasturi is the next ..~
i think kasturi is our 2nd home ..
why? because of we half day for our seminar there..
that's it ~ 2.30pm to 6.40pm..
thanks alot to Jeremy & YH ..
they are so kind to help us ..

During the english lesson ..~
OMG~ i can't stop laughting ..
the teacher is too funny ~
"MR.KUMA YOU ARE THE BEST FOREVER"
haha~ those sex funny jokes~ gag~ etc etc ~
i hope our seminar can just like today ~ * just english lesson*
mathematics next ..~
not like english lesson..~ this teacher not even talk one jokes..~
so freakin boring ..~ and i fall in sleep if more than 2 hours..
just because of this ..~
we countdown when is the time to end for the class..!!

6.40pm..~
"Thanks god"..finally end the class ..!! but is RAINING ..!!!
follow YH , Jeremy and YH's friends to LRT station..
the distance to there is so "NEAR"
what the hell~ is so far away from kasturi ....
so~ wait for the LRT back to sri petaling ..

NOW IS THE SCARY PART BEGINING ..!!
Sri Petaling is the last station ..
so just me & emily ..
karyanc & jeremy are drop off in salak selatan station..
well~ because of last station..
Inside the LRT is just few off us..~
and ohmygod..
Emily are looking to the mirror..~
and she saw A MALAY GIRL seating down with her phone ~
but the place we seat no one MALAY GIRLS also..~
*you know what i means?*
so scary ..~ and she ask me to make sure whatever just she saw it ?
NO .!! I'M SAW IT ALSO..~~
shit ..!! what the hell i did wrong ??
why i got this also ..??
i looking around to see where is the MALAY GIRLS .~
but NO!!!
I looking back to the mirror ~
and the malay girl look at me and the hand hold with the phone.~
and what i notice is ..~
"oh my god emily~ not 1 malay girl..~ is 2..!!!!!! "
shit ..!!!
we just in the bukit jalil station~
just need to wait awhile ~ and we can escape this ..!!
"PEACE WORLD"
so..~ emily hold my hand and we run together to the exit..~
and all of us came out from the LRT ..~

and ...!!! im looking for the malay girls ..~
GUESS WHAT !!!!!!!! ????
THE 2 MALAYS GIRL IS HUMAN!!!
THE 2 MALAYS GIRL IS SEAT THE NEXT LANE OF THE LRT ..

i'm laugh so loud ..~ that's so funny !!!!!!!
so this funny / scary ??
*leave comment and tell me*

~..lol..~
this is my new experience in my life ...
the first time back with LRT ..~ ><
human is ghost ...!!! hahahahahaha ... ^^
~ FUNNY ~

1ST DAY SEMINAR

2009-10-21T05:37:00.000-07:00

Just back from kasturi seminar ..
i can said is not bad ..
those funny joke make me laugh
and thanks alot to BRAND'S
you are right ..!!
is one of the company that sell
what we called in chinese
" gei zing" ..
and i always say as "chicken zing"
sound weird..
because of this and the funny jokes ..
make me dint feel any sleepy when the class is started ..
* Teknik untuk mentembak jawapan*
woahhh..~
this is the best for me.. !!!!
and i think you guys also need it right ??
if you want to know more about this just ask me ... LOL..~
now i can use it when i answer the subject -- > history ..
this is my first time to learn it ..~
i will remember it as well as i can .. !!!

so can you imagine that ??
2.30pm--6.40pm ..!!
just have 10 min to break ..~
haha^^ but this 10min is for the BRAND'S ..

although im tired right now ~
but im still blogging ..!!

I LOVE TODAY ..!!

ladies...~ still have 27 days left for SPM ..!!
don't be panic to study ...
is TOO LATE ..!!! >< ^ ^

*receive SANDARA PARK onnie reply in 1 hour ago.. ^ ^*

Tomorrow ..

2009-10-20T01:22:00.000-07:00

went to school today..
i gave "my heart" to emily..
hope she will like it ..~
this is the first time i made to my friends..

topic for today:
" what is friend for? "

sometimes in your life
you find a special one ---> your friend
someone who change your life
someone who make you laugh until you can't stop
someone who make you believe
someone can convince you

this is your true friend

when you are down ..
your friend will cheer you up ..
make your dark and empty world
be bright and full
your forever friend get you though
the hard times and sad times
your friend will tell you what is right and wrong

if you find a such friend
you will feel happy and complete ..
because you need not worry about anything ..

after reading this ..~
who is the one in your mind..
just keep her / he in your heart ..
this is BFF

* a friend is wont make you hurt..
wont make you cried ..
wont make you angry ..
wont have misunderstand ..
wont talk bad behind you ..
wont grab all the thing from you ..
wont jealous what you have ..
wont give you bad advice .. *

FRIEND is need to TRUST
this is important ..
i feel guilty i dint trust at first ...
from now .. i will do it ..~

last year in school ..~
what will happen after SPM ??
all of us will "breakup" i think ..

and i need to study hard and makes my dream come true ..!!!!
i can do it .. for sure ..!!!

...tomorrow will be shine and bright in my life ...

A NICE DAY <3 <3

2009-10-15T19:35:00.000-07:00

Good Morning..~
just change the songs into 2NE1 in the club..~
you guys should hear till the end ..
because the song is great ..!!!
haha ^^

well~ i receive my BABY message in the morning..~
i asap reply her said that i want group study ..~
but i'm LATE ...!!!
~lol~
the group study cancel ... sob sob..~
but anyway it's still got time to practice & study ..~
just don't be so nervous ..!!
it's cause you more stress ...!!

and something surprise me when i sign in TWITTER ..!!
someone are LOVE MY DESIGN ..!!!
"your design is so cute ..~ i will wear it "
it's great ..!!
i will design more when i'm free .. i promise ..~
thanks god ..~
please remain this good thing happen in my life...!!!

right now ..
boring ....~ help me ..!!
shopping please~
and i need to buy MY BABEs birthday present ...!!!
^^

OMG ..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-15T07:47:00.000-07:00

OMG~
I'm so happy right now..!!
because 2NE1 SANDARA PARK is reply me on TWITTER ...!!
HELP ME..~
i'm crazy & i refresh many times of the page to see whatever is true ..!!!
but is real~
omg~ my 2NE1 ..!!!
MY SANDARA...~
ONNIE ~ haha^^

omg..~omg~~omg~~ i'm freaking happy !!!!
i can't wait go to korea next year !!!! haha ^^
onnie ~ please wait for me ..!!

@vivienlmy "Thanks you guys, hope you like it "
this is what sandara reply ...!!!

omg..~ LOVE YG FAMILY !!!!!!!!
LOVE 2NE1!!!!
LOVE GD!!!!
LOVE BIG BANG !!!!!!

2009-10-12T00:34:00.000-07:00

Just edit my blogskin.. i hope it will feel nicer...~
went to school today ~
so boring.. but lucky got 3 babes beside me ..~
"fried chicken"...!!!! LOL..~
so much fun with them..
at first & second period.. we so hard working to do our math ..
but after few quetions we give up and continue to our "girl story"..~

haiz
i think i can't study today because its time for me to prepare now..
movie & shopping NEXT ..!!
can't wait ~~ >< ^^

edit :
i'm back ..~~
OMG ..~ 4 person ate 58 plate of sushi ..
so full right now ..!!!
help me..!!!
unagi.. salmon.. etc etc..~
all is my favourite ...!!!!
thanks 3 2 jie jie ..~~ <3 you ...
although is good but for me..
i can't watch movie because my bro having exam tomorrow..
haiz.. now i'm just hope my babes will go with me ..!!

Help Me

2009-10-09T03:37:00.000-07:00

39 days left ...
how can i just feel like nothing & free ...
after 39days it will be the first day for SPM ...!!
nervous ...!!!!
don't know what to do ...~
now i hope can more than 40 days to let me finish up all the thing ..~
i still not in mood to study other subject except sejarah ..
LOL

Thanks GOD ..!! <3

2009-10-05T23:52:00.000-07:00

"what you have learn if you know the question before answer" "so sad for you"
thanks ~ you said that to me..~
so what if i got the question?
is not a matter ..!!
many people have got it..~ and I'm just one of it..~
although i got the question but no use if i don't know how to do..~
please don't think we can get high marks..!!
i really feel upset and unfair to my tuition teacher because is not her fault also..
what the hell she talk about her ?

"do you think you can get A for your SPM that without me"
just because i quit your tuition and you told me this ?
anyway~ your tuition
is WASTE MY TIME..
TIME IS GOLDEN ..!!!
i want to show you my result is good without your teaching..

*God Bless Me*

i feel disappointed on you.. because you write this to a student..!!
and give our test paper to others teacher remark ..
tell all the teacher about us..~
is this what teacher do ?
you suppose to be a GOOD ROLE MODEL for a student ..!!
but what you did ??
even our class the one most quiet and din't talk much in class ..~
you also write this for her
" SILA GUNA OTAK UNTUK FIKIR "
this is what you did ..!!
Teacher will do this to student ..?
i think is impossible ..~
i will sue you if you said that to me ..!!!!
this is too rude ..!!!
how can you said people brainless ?
if you have brain you also won't do this to us..~
but anyway ..~ thanks god..!!
all the thing is over ..!!!
now i can concentrate on my study (just lie) and my dream ..FASHION..~
what i hope is i can get good result in SPM ..~
and have a good life..~
friendship can forever..~
dream come true ..~
all the thing do well ..~
this is my prayer ....
wish can success ..~ !!!!

ALL THE THING IS OVER ..!!!

2009-10-04T01:25:00.000-07:00

Just back from bangsar..~
can't stand for the hot weather ..~
so after went in all the boutique ...
have a cup of ice choclate in the one of the coffee shop..~
*forget what name is it..

went in cat whisker...~
OMG..~ so crowded..~ because have big sale there..~
i'm the youngest at there..
know what i mean right ?
i'm so tired after all the way walk up & down..
my leg is hurt ..~ pain..~ but what to do~ ?
need to find something suitable for my "sister"..
finally find it..~ damn nice..~
but at the end din't bought it also.. lol..~
walk in all the boutique just this shop have nice dress..~
others just ..~ ><><>

*we belong together before.... ?

TO: YOU

2009-10-03T00:39:00.000-07:00

sorry for the post..~
i'm not mean that..
please don't think so much that's over ~
the post is before we settle all the thing..
i don't think you are that kind of people..
don't worry~
you still in my heart ...!! got it ???
i did this you sure will misunderstand i'm that kind of people right ?
i know..~ but you think i am ?
just feel it in your heart ..~
and at here..~ let me tell you what actually i think about you..~

to : YOU

sometimes..~ i really don't know who you are..?
i always ask myself "is the one i know..~ ?"
naive people..~ but actually is mature than me..? ^^
why you are the person so care about what people think about you?
but this character is same as me..~
"are you the one really nothing for all the things?"
what kind of people you are actually..?
i feel like we two are not that kind so close..
because seldom talk ??
or our "channel" is not same ??
but of cause i hope we two can close and always together..~
and be with you..~ i feel like nothing~
but your gag make me happy always..~
but when you serious..~ i feel nervous..~
because look like another person..~
when you talk something about us..~ i feel you mature..~
really...!!
and thanks you so care for all the thing~
i will appreciate all the thing between us..
and i hope you will think that so..~
thanks for all the thing..~
and sorry make you hurt..angry!!
forgive me okay ?
><
smile
:)

RULES FOR YOU & ME
- don't angry..must learn to forgive me if i'm wrong..~
- think in positive way
-anything happen just tell each other..~
-don't keep in heart if anything happen..~
-don't mad on me ~
- anything happen just settle together..~
- must talk to me..~ play with me..~ chat with me~
- trust each other no matter what happen
-text me...when you free..~
-reply message when i text you..~
- promise each other not to breakup
- promise " BF " is forever..

Don't break the rules..~
okay?
:)

... LOVE YOU...

WHAT CAN I DO ?

2009-10-01T17:35:00.001-07:00

the war is just begin ?
or it will end soon ?
OMG
what's going on ? ?
i want alive ...~ can i ? ?

*EDIT

opps..~ something weird happen...
"girl..you really want to learn to be fashion designer ?"
"i heard your bro said LIM KOK WENG is the best for you.."
"if you really want learn it..~ i will let you go there"
"you love to be anot ? you will study until the end? "

this is what my mom ask me when i'm still sleeping..~
she wake me up.. lolxx.~
i replied
" mom..talk tomorrow ok? i want sleep..don't disturb"
mom replied
"i can't sleep thats why i find you and chat with you.."
"......"

right now..~ i really haven't decide what i study for my future..~
and what i will be ? ?
love fashion of cause.. but ..
is not easy to be fashion designer in this country..
so what can i do for next ? ?

2009-10-01T04:58:00.000-07:00

what is the matter you know all the truth
is what you told me this is the right way to be selfish
and i don't feel like what i did is wrong
because what you hope on me
and i just give it to you
but please.... if you .. so what you will do ?
same as me ..!!!
in the world no one is perfect ..
and i don't expect you are perfect too..

because i know what you did
just act dunno is the way you learn
but then..
this is a good way for two of us..~